K so, I have a bottle of seroquel XR filled with 400 mg tablets of extended release antipsychotic goodness.
If you don't know what it is, it's basically an antidepressant/antipsychotic drug used for treating bipolar (mania, depression) and schizophrenia.
Being bipolar myself I decided to try them. I took one a day for a few days but 400 mg would just knock me out, or make me a zombie, for hours, so now I only take them when I feel a little loopy or when I need to sleep.
I've been suffering insomnia lately so I've been taking them, to knock me out, but it was only last night I took one 6 hours before bed (i found out they peak at 6 hours)
Needless to say, they knocked me out, but I had my awareness this time, purposely going for a WILD straight from being awake.
I never made it to sleep, but the seroquel made me so sleepy it didn't take long at all for my body to start feeling heavy and sinking into my bed. I got loads of hallucinations, auditory, I heard the "hag" laughing at me, classic sleep paralysis. But nothing scared me. Every now and then I'd get myself in pretty deep, trying to make my dream body fly, and I did a bit, but I just couldn't stabilize the dream.
Tonight I'm gonna try again because I really think I could WILD on seroquel without having slept first.
oh and even though THC suppresses REM sleep I think it helped me get the hallucinations early.
[i know this could go in lucid aids but its more about wilding for me]
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