Yesterday in my dream I was hated by young women, they even flipped me cause i was repeately going into the women's restrooms without knowing.
That's one negative.

The other part of the dream i met my highschool bully(of real life) and he was abusing me(throwing rocks and verbally). And i was really scared cause in real life he was thrown in jail cause mentally ill and did some crimes. I saw him recently in a story in the internet thats' why he probably popped in my dream.

Anyways, i always get these kinds of dreams that have to do with my fears. Yet the things about the positive things in my life almost never pop up in my dreams. pretty much never. well alittle but not as much.

And PS i'm talking about non lucid dreams.

So why? Why does the negative always win? Am i too mentaly weak and is that why? In my real life i'm anxious, frail, scared of many things and i have PTSD from accident.