I've had this lucid dream many times: It's a lucid dream where, as soon as i realise i'm dreaming, some inner knowledge comes upon me that if i fly upwards continuously, i'll reach the end of all things and--probably obtain great power. But for the price, it's NEVER easy to reach there. There is an intensely thick cloud up there, with a very strong presence i can't tell residing in the dark cloud. The closer i get, the more the unbearable fear that comes upon me that the presence is too powerful. In every experience i remember how i quit the previous time, so i put in more courage. But my courage is never enough to overcome that strong fear and reach the source of the clouds. One day i guess i'll brave it up, even though i keep feeling i'll be destroyed.