Hello im Nick, I am new to dream views but have pretty strong personal experiences with Lucid dreaming (especially WILD). I will explain where it all started! I would appriciate it if you would read this and reply in regards to how you can relate to me or how it may be different for you.
1st experience (Interest Developed)
It was late so I decided to go to sleep. All the sudden I didnt know what was going on but my body was vibrating like an earthquake. I was like half awake and half asleep and possible thought I was having a heart attack. It then went away and I was staring openly at my room but something scart was happening. I kept hearing loud clownish laughs from the right side of my bed and I realized I couldnt move or talk. I heard of sleep paralysis and realized "Well this must be it." I was so very creeped out with the high pitch creepy laughs and then all the sudden a super loud witchy bark bursted in my ear and I felt my covers get pulles off. I tried to grab them and I just woke up (literally seeing the same exact view of my room except i was actually awake). I couldnt sleep very well for a good while after this, especially after I read all about it.
2nd experience (Confusing)
Only a week or two after my first one, I went to sleep and felt what I previously felt before in my first experience (a strong vibrarion.) I thought oh shit but wasnt too scared. I then instead tried to turn it into a Lucid dream. I opened my eyes (dumb) to see a random short black hooded figure standing on my bed looking at my tv. Now I was kinda creeped out but I was in such a daze i didnt panick to much. All the Sudden i was standing next to my bed, and then I was panicking. I began to run out of my room when I then woke up apawn running through my door. I wanted to say this was sleep paralysis but I was confused as to how I was moving in sleep paralysis (Later to realize it was a transfer fase from SP to Dreaming)
3rd experience (Made it)
Didnt expect it but I went from a normal SP (No voices or visions) to standing in my room. The first thing I did was walk out of my room but my living room was black and creeped me out. I then flicked the light on like 5 or so times because for some reason it took that long. I got all excited and walked into my brothers room to then proceed to tell him how I was dreaming right now? Which means I was lucid, but not completely because why would I go to tell my brother in dreaming! Hes a dream object, and it was if I thought he was real in my dream even though I knew it was just a lucid dream. His room wasnt completely correct either and that was kinda like a sign that i was definitely dreaming. Random furnature in my room was in his room. After dealing with scott I then decided I should tell my dream object mom who thought I was taking drugs because my eyes were droopy and I kept rambling on about how I was dreaming (I laughed and left to go walk around.) I walked about 20 feet from my moms room before the dream began to fade and I "woke up." But really I thought I woke up but really it was a false awakening and I began to think about how cool it was that I actually had a vivid lucid dream. (Ironic that I was still dreaming.) I then actually woke up and was very satisfyed and intreged with dreaming.
I then had a lot of small lucid dreams and SP from time to time after that but I will skip to what I found interesting in some of my WILD's
(Vivid Wilds)
By this time I had developed a good understanding of SP and LD's. I was no longer very scared as I could not predict when if a SP was going to be scary. (The more lucid I am for the most part, the less unrealistic.) So I felt a SP vibration come on at some point in my sleep and I then wanted to try to attempt to float out of my body. I relaxed and then even though I had my eyes closed it didnt matter. I couldnt control where my vision or where my body was moving but it was so strange. My vision curled around my bed where my lamp morphed into a deformed short man. My vision then zoomed into his feet as if my head was staring 2 inches away from his feet. I was then standing next to my bed (like how every WILD starts) and I chased him out of my room as it was morphing into s beautiful girl before my eyes. She fell to her knees and I woke up.
If there is anything I have learned so far about my personal LD's is that everyone is so different. You cant completely control our sub consious which seems to control my dream (My minds perspective of the world tooken in from my senses.) Now I would like to hear what you have to say about your own personal opinion reffering to LD's, I am not a religious person but I am still open to others opinions regarding it.
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