Hey all,
Alright, so I've been a lurker for a while. I first came across this site through a few questions I posted on Google I believe, a lot of answers were from this site. Anyways, I've been very interested in LDing for quite a while now, I don't quite remember how exactly I came across it but I am pretty sure it was on Wikipedia after a boredom-induced search on "dreams." But it seemed too good to be true!! Dream control! I've always been one with a VERY wild (sometimes a bit too wild, take that how you may) imagination and the very POSSIBLILITY of being able to have complete freedom in a world created by YOU of all people seemed AMAZING. I kept at it for a while but lost motivation concerning my dream journal and whatnot and kinda got distracted by a lot of other things...
But that was then. I recently procured another copy (I lent the other to a high-school friend. I believe she STILL has it and never even finished it =/) of Stephen LaBerge's Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming and am totally motivated to stick with it this time. I'm finally employed and my waking time is quite uninteresting and pretty boring, honestly, and I've had some pretty close brushes with depression about my current economical/political/metaphysical, even, status and decided it's time for some REAL excitement NOT involving mind-altering substances. Not AS much, anyways 
So to my dreams...
I have been doing quite well with recall already. In "Exploring the World...," LaBerge states that your dream journal should be attractive to you. Previously I was using an old composition book I never needed in school. Plain as shit. At one point I decided to write "MuthaFuckin' Dreams" on it accompanied by a pentagram to make it look badass, but it was still a piece of shit. So I recently acquired (Thanks to the wonderful thing that is Amazon.com) a nifty, leather-cover journal the perfect size to keep bed-side. It did do the trick, and I've been a lot more motivated to keep record of my dreams. About 2-3 a night over the past few days, I'm sure it will get better. I was to the point of 3-4 a while back so I'm pretty optimistic. I've also been keeping an informal day-journal after reading a thread illustrating the quite positive effects of such on recall and I can say it has been working for me.
I've mostly been focusing on DILDs, as reality checks are starting to become a nice habit, but MILDs and WILDs (I know, a toughie) haven't been met with much success so far. I find I try a bit too hard when reciting mantras and trying to stay "focused," and I think I need to take a more laid-back approach, as I keep myself awake most of the time, only to fall asleep shortly after "giving up." One thing I did experiment with last night was keeping my blinds open. In the early morning I can squeeze some memories out of my REM periods as dawn rouses me nice and naturally. Alarms usually make me jump out of the covers and make the horrible noise stop I lose any fragments of dreams pretty fast after that. But yes, I think I need to somehow exercise my visualization and concentration so instead of trying mantras, I can just "daydream" myself to sleep and form a nice scene to dive into while WILDing.
ANYWAYS, I'm kinda rambling I'm glad to finally be a part of DV and I hope these forums will keep my will alive (I'm sure it will, you bastards won't let me quit, will ya?). Also it's gonna be nice to have some peeps to actually talk to regarding dreams, as my parents or friends or whatever usually don't give the slightest hint of a fuck about my "dream endeavors" haha
I'm an awesome dude. You guys should feel privileged to be graced by my virtual presence 
I'll stop being an asshole now ;D
Nice to meet all of you.
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