I don't really know how to explain this. A while ago, I was meditating. It was a while back, probably about a year. I was trying to WILD at the time. It was during the day, a few hours after waking up from the previous nights sleep. I was initially just trying to get myself into a deeply meditative trance, and I did. I was fully conscious, and so relaxed, yet mostly alert, with some slight flickering of consciousness. At some point, I became so in-line with myself, that I could at will, just, feel things.
There was one point where I was beginning to have hypnagogic imagery, but it wasn't like normal. Normally when I see it, I'm mostly asleep. This time, I was seeing in incredibly, but I was completely alert, just calm and motionless. After a few moments, I saw a hypnagogic sight that was meaningless to my conscious self, but it made me feel like I was in love immediately. It was just a colour or something, but I wanted to cry, I felt in love with it.
I felt the love as a physical sensation in my face, and at the time, I was big into OBE's, so I thought that it was qui, chi, or prana, or etheric energy, or whichever term you choose to use, and I remembered Robert Bruce saying that if your entire body is charged with this energy, OBE's are easier, and more powerful.
So I decided to make the feeling try to spread, because he says that the energy can feel like a tingling. I meditated on my chakras, and tried to stimulate them. I could feel them. Not like normal though, they were on FIRE with sensation.
Suddenly, I felt as though I was transitioning, but it was different. My whole body started to tingle immensely, and it just kept building and building. I remember a visualization popping into my head that I was slowly sinking into a beautiful warm bath, and that the water was massaging my skin, and then I sank through the bottom of the bath, and into a beautiful void of space, where I was floating in comfort.
I felt this insanely intense, and incredible feeling surge of energy, that felt like a stronger orgasm than I have ever had in my life, but it wasn't in a sexual way, at ALL. There was nothing arousing or sexual about it, but the sensation was of pleasure, and the most intense pleasure I've ever experienced; and I have orgasmed on ecstacy before. This was thousands of times more intense than that, and it was not sexual in any way.
What was this? How did I do that, and how can I do it again? I woke up very slowly out of it. I was not short of breath, or tired, or anything. to the contrary, I was energized, and felt that I could lift a damn car. It was the greatest physical sensation I have ever experienced. It was like as if a trillion tiny hands were massaging my entire body as I floated in the air.
I've never experienced this again, but I want to. Has anyone else had anything like this happen?
-Rain
PS- Please do not make this thread about OBEs.
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