This was terrible, it's 5am right now and I'm refusing to go back to sleep till later on today.
*before I tell what happened I'll say i did take a Vicodin at about 2am then actually went to sleep at about 3.
Right off the bat I realized I was having an LD, almost like i fell into one expecting it (WILD?). Then upon saying "Sweet and LD" I started to fade out. I tried the spinning technique but it just wound me back in bed. However it was like a cross between a false awakening and sleep paralysis.
I knew i was still sleeping but desperately wanted to wake up, I was just uncomfortable, i felt like a was falling /being dragged all over my room and that my parents were going to walk in and see me doing this and freak out.
Like, something would happen that was very dream like, such assome people I know would show up, so then i tried messing around with one of the girls and my balls started hurting every time I did , like really bad too. after each 'event' proved to be a dream i wanted to wake up but couldn't (SP) and then a new one would start. Id finally wake up if I relaxed but it was hard to calm down even though i knew what was happening (sort of).
I had 2 episodes of this tonight and they lasted for about an hour combined, the 2nd one was longer. It's discouraging because i felt like it was going to happen again and it did so now I really don't want to fall asleep again, but I'm already drifting.
any advice or answers? especially about the pain because I am still sore even though I am awake. Thanks.
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