It's funny how it seems our "dream self" is learning... For example, I know I can't fly in waking life but I've done it many times in lucid dreams so now, I don't need to be lucid, per se, to think "I'm dreaming so flying is something I can do."
Just last night, I dreamed I was on the scene of a crime which might be suspicious if the cops found me and I subtly thought, this is a dream so I'll just fly away and it's fine" (but I wasn't lucid).
You might say "you're lucid because you know you're dreaming" or "you're not lucid because you are not so aware"... I think, heck, I'm sleeping!
I consciously practiced lucid dreaming before I ever touched alcohol so when I got real drunk the first few times, I had the same mentality... "Like, oh, I feel more lucid now, I'm able to stabilize and I feel I'm gonna remember this part tomorrow... Let me see if I'll remember the previous parts..." hahaha, you're drunk! You're cognitive faculties are limited. That's the fun part. It's like a Survival camping game... but instead of having few resources, you have few faculties.
As lucid dreamers, we kind of make me think of a survivalist coming back from a camping trip, disappointed because despite having hunted to sustain themselves, it got too cold and had to come back earlier. They weren't able to be fully self-reliant... like a lucid dreamer thinking, I didn't have all my faculties, just enough to sort of know it was a dream but not realize I am actually a different person sleeping in their bed and who is this person?
If in your dream, the knowledge that you are dreaming shows it's head...
If in another dream, you feel a sense of heightened environmental awareness,
If then later, you feel a clear sense of self awareness
Do you know who you really are?
and if the next week, you remember it all so clearly.
If in this dream, the dream makes so much sense, you feel in direct conversation with the dream symbols (this clearly represents such and such fear...)
If in that dream, you are in control, affecting the dream is like moving your own limb, because you know the dream comes from you...
If these things happen to any degree...
Be proud of yourself. Because you are sleeping. If you can get it all at the same time, wow. You're the survivalist who's created their own paradise. The coordinated drunk person achieving coherent and complex thought. That's the game I guess

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