So...i'm confused.
I had a few lucid dreams before(the count under my profile pic is from this time around, started 1 week ago)
Some of them were clear but there were also some i couldn't tell for sure if they were lucid dreams or i just dreamt i had a lucid dream. Like last night.
I don't remember how the dream started, but i was in this room and somehow assumed i fell asleep while using the computer, but it didn't really bother me(which is weird, i so wouldn't be alright with falling asleep anywhere else than my bad -.- besides, i was in my bed when i woke up)
And said i was dreaming and started touching things around(wardrobe, floor, etc) I remembered i read somwhere on this site that running your hand through your hair can make the dream more vivid. The trick kind of worked, which is interesting. The room looked so real i was affraid that maybe it's not really a dream. My mom kept coming in the room and this annoyed me because i didn't want her to see me doing reality checks and weird things i'd do in dreams lol.(so did i know i was dreaming then..?)
then i looked out window. I looked at my hand. It looked blurry, couldn't properly count my fingers. Then i tried passing a finger through my hand. It worked. Alright, so i decided to jumb outside(i'm on the 4th floor). Mom appeared again and told me i've lost my mind. But i jumped anyway. I don't remember if i wanted to fly or just get on the ground, but i ended up on the ground. I wanted to talk to a DC. So i look around and i see a man. I tell him to wait but he started running, so i run after him. I'm surprised i was able to run, i usually have trouble trying to run in dreams(lucid or not) and wonder if this will make me wake up. The man entered some gold gate door and i couldn't see him anymore. When i got there i saw an ex-classmate near the door. She told me to enter. I did. It was some kind of club. It looked kinda cool. That's what i thought althought i can't remember it well enough to describe it now. I sat down on an armchair. Someone(i don't even remember if it was a girl or boy) told me "So this is your dream? But it looks so real." I was happy to hear that and that's the last thing i remember before i woke up.
Now...i don't know. It kind of feels like a lucid dream. Doing reality checks, being affraid i'll wake up, jumping out-window. Things i'd do in lucid dreams.
But...the begining of the dream is what makes me confused. Why did i think i fell asleep at the computer if i was in my bed? Does this mean i wasn't really lucid?
I'm considering the posibility that it was a false awakening so i dreamt i woke up near my computer. So i knew i was actually in my bed, but i said i fell asleep near a computer because that's where i was in my false awakening? Is this possible? I don't remember the very begining of the dream and it's so annoying. Maybe i knew that i was dreaming because i woke up somewhere else than my bed and i thought it was weird.
What do you think? Should i count this as lucid dream or not?
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