Just some Tips from a fellow beginner(Only 4 LDs to the day) the way that I got my very first LD was I spent the days before just simply pondering the subject of LDing, I didn't pursue it but I simply laid out in my head "Ok, I want to have an LD and I know how to do it." type thing. I'm the kind of kid that questions everything he comes into contact with so I used the situational awareness I had to judge what was going on. It is different for everyone but I'm just laying out that you don't have to force it out of you, just let it come naturally at first.