Hang in there M3opa, I'm having similar problems. My dream recall is just as good now, I'm still amazed how much your brain records when you're asleep, and my dreams are becoming increasingly vivid every night. What's more I actually have control over my dreams to a certain extent, last night for example I had no problems making conscious decisions on how I'm going to interact with my environment. I remember telling myself to fly, so I flew, I told myself to glide really fast, so I did, I told myself to pick up several things I saw in my dream world without problem. The environment itself and all DCs in the dream were beyond my control however, they just kept changing constantly.
The downside to all of this is that none of these dreams seem real, they all still feel like normal dreams I had all my life. While I'm dreaming I still don't question it enough, I accept the dreamworld too easily without second guessing if it's a dream or not, though I constantly do it while I'm awake. So I guess the only way is to keep working on questioning reality and doing RCs, try different things and really convince yourself that you might be dreaming and try to prove it every way you can.
Grats on having FAs, I'm still waiting for one of those to happen
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