Do you think this counts as a lucid dream?


I've been having a couple of dreams where I seem to come close to begin lucid but then I drop it for some reason or I forget.

I've also been getting this weird theme from my own dreams specifically those where I'm becoming lucid that Lucid = BAD/Evil and usually my dream characters turn on me if I willingly excersize any level of control over my dreams. I don't know if this is coming from my own inhibitions or what.

So the dream...

So I had a motorbike in this dream. while I was sitting around before setting off someone stole my bike... Like cartoon style (Picks up above head and runs off and then jumps on a bus)
A DC of a friend of mine (Sarah) appears and says she will help me, we both give chase my friend is much faster than me and pulls ahead.

We go into this underpass, and my friend points at this small hole in the wall saying they went down this tiny hole.
This caused me to doubt the dream.
"Really? They went down this tiny hole? With my motorbike... On a bus?"
my friend insists it's true then crawls in the hole and I notice how incredibly sexy she looks today (random)

I crawl in the hole but the passage juts up at 90' angle I then get stuck, I try to back up but I find I can't move at all. I then suddenly realize I'm stuck like this because of sleep paralysis and that I'm dreaming. Realizing this I will the passage to undulate like an intestine and get squeezed through releasing me.

I fall into this small room but I suddenly forget I was lucid, I'm frustrated because I know something terribly exciting just happened but I can't remember what.

I call out to Sarah and her voice echos back from another small tunnel, I follow and end up in a house.
Sarah is there next to my motorbike. I suddenly realize this house is full of everything I've ever lost/misplaced.
But Sarah is angry, She claims I used witchcraft and forbidden knowledge in the tunnel to unstick myself, and that makes me disgusting, She then snarls at me for looking at her for finding her attractive. before attacking me with a sword... I try to run but like before she's much faster than me and kills me. waking me up.

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I had a similar experience in another dream whenever I approached lucidity or doubted the logic of the dreamscape this bizarre non-eulucid monster would appear and attack me immediately shocking me from any thought process... When I asked other DC's about the monster they strongly implied that the attacks were my fault because I was "thinking disgusting/vile things"