I was going to say topic, but both my good dreams and bad dreams suck (good are short, and make me want to stay there, and bad ones seem to go on forever). So I graduated high school about a month ago, and well, there was this girl I had feelings for since about... sophomore year. My anxiety basically did not permit me to talk to her much at all, till about half way into senior year. And actually, we got along really well in that short length of time. However, I never told her how I felt. And I assume that's mainly what's bothering me so much. I never got the chance. Every time I felt ready, a friend would come seemingly out of nowhere, and when we were alone, she was driving me to stuff we had to do for school because I don't have a car. And that's not something you want to say while someone's driving you.

And despite the fact she's pretty much out of my life, right now (she never indicated she wanted to keep contact, and I don't think she even said bye to me before leaving my life forever), she's still technically here. In my dreams. Several nights a week, and it's getting irritating. How am I supposed to forget someone when they're constantly invading my dreams? How can I just purge her from my head? And yes, I've done this before. Out of maybe a name, and some hint as to who they were, I can completely forget people's appearance, and pretty much all of my interaction with them. I do feel completely forgetting someone is far better, but unfortunately, the only girl I ever actually had feelings for seems like she'll be on my mind forever, and I want to be able to get rid of her.

So, really, is there any way I can just stop dreaming anything with her involved? I just want to forget that stuff ever happened and just move on. I don't really know what affects what you dream about (aside from being lucid, which doesn't happen often), but if there is any indication I can dream about anything else, I'd feel better. Thank you in advance.