i had a number of weird sp experiences, but the most scariest? hmmm
i suppose it was, when i found my self in the embrace of a shadow being female, i was in a dark space like realm, and she was in my arms, i could feel her hair and even her body <which didnt feel human i only could tell when i awoken>
we talked, i asked her some questions such as <is your race evil reply :no> <is your kind demons? reply no

i even got her name out of her, it sounded like REmINS or something sounding like that.
i felt a bit dumb here, cause i quickly ran out of questions!, and i wanted to know for sure if shadow beings are good or not... and i thought there was only one way.
so i placed my hand on her chest, and said this is love
and channeled light/love right into her... the instant change was fucking intense! she started throwing punches at me and well was plumbing my chest.
soon, she did something else to me <a first > she paralyized my dream body! and i was laying on the surface of this dark realm, this next bit took me by surprise i experienced a type of duel consciousness, i was laying in my bed could see my room, everything clear as day' but i could also see everything else that was in the dream state! lol
i could even still feel in the dream state.
in the dream state, she leaned down beside me, and started to bite away at my hip area <felt like i was being eaten alive!> this bit was very disturbing.... the pain inflicted upon my dream body, somehow my real body could feel that pain... and it wasnt nice or dull it was intense!!!! and i really dont know to this day how i did this, but the little bit of consciousness i had in my real body, i was trying to hide it in my mind somewhere... sounds weird i think i was doing this by instinct, when i found a what i thought was a safe spot, i could look down in a sense and see my paralyzed dream body and her snarling upwards at me, and continuing to bite me.
i was beyond a doubt the most scared i ever have been, i felt like crying out for help but i knew nobody could hear me so ill be wasting my time, but something in me snapped.. a thought came into my mind, you want to wake up and leave part of your self there? this got me kinda pissed... so in the safe spot i started gathering my strength, and flew straight down into my dream body, standing up i kick that thing right in its guts, and began healing my self.
when i took a look around, i noticed there were more of them in a circle how many? i dont recall the amount i would say about 12 maybe or 13... i wasnt happy nor was i scared
i started pointing at individual ones, one at a time
saying, you bloody want it? <gets louder each time i say it> another you bloody want it!!!!!
i began sucking in as much of this energy of this place i could, and let it out in a shockwave knocking them on there backsides... i fly away i awaken...
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