Hey! I have so much sympathy for you. I also have many end time dreams. I gotta tell you something about your nightmares though, they are there to help you. Do not run from them! All dreams come to help you, you just have to work with them and integrate them into your life. The best way to deal with fear is to overcome it, not ignoring it. Face your fears and absorb them. Use your nightmares to make you stronger. And I'm no doctor, but I have a good basic understanding of herbal medicines and I think you should re-evaluate the worth of your medication. If you haven't looked into safe natural alternatives, why not give them a try rather than making the huge leap to man-made drugs? Do a lot of research on what you are taking for your psych issue(s), and do research on alternative cures/treatments. There is a high chance that your doctor doesn't really understand the deep psychological trauma you may be dealing with. I think it would be wise to find a therapist or dream healer to help you with your problems. I know how it feels for your world to be ending, I can totally relate. But you must remember that every end is a beginning - the night is darkest just before dawn.