 Originally Posted by Darkmatters
Hi Bumblebee, thanks for popping in here! Glad to have your voice added to the thread. And I don[t think you're really expecting me to answer these questions, but here goes anyway, for bonus points 
Thanks! Actually, I had a pretty good idea that you would answer those questions and hoped you would, as it would give me a launching pad to try to explain my own POV. Ahh, I'm building a mental model of you already, isn't it great!
 Originally Posted by Darkmatters
Evolution of life? To me that seems like a religious concept, at least as it applies to reincarnation. But I can see where many people would disagree. But in thinking about this question, you've just made me realize this... maybe according to this idea there's no evolution from one life to another, but YOU GET TO BE A CHILD AGAIN!!!
That in itself is pure gold!!! I hadn't thought of that aspect of it before, but now I'm filled with joy at the thought.. to return to childhood and experience that blissful naive innocence all over again... the sheer joyous energy of childhood.. the sense of all of life wide open ahead of you.. all the doors wide open... my heart is really overflowing with joy thinking about it!
Nope, I don't mean it in a religious sense at all. I'll explain why. The universe is never wasteful. The molecules in my body didn't always reside here, heck I'm losing them constantly and they are being replaced constantly. When I die, my body will break down and nourish the earth (well, not so much if I get buried in a coffin... Which is why I'm thinking about being cremated... Humans seem to love going against the grain of the natural world. But that's the way nature works, even if we try to go against it). From a purely materialist POV, our experiences are carried down by teaching on the most part. It's the whole nature vs nurture thing. There's no doubt that nurture has a huge impact. Yet you can treat two children in exactly the same way, and they would react differently. The big question is if this difference is due to *just* genetics, or "something else" as well. Note I'm not saying there IS "something else". I'm just open to the possibility.
 Originally Posted by Darkmatters
Ok, again, I think this is rhetorical, and I think you understand that's not the way this concept works. But no, it's not because your awareness is anything special (any more than any awareness is, which isn't to say they're not... just that they're all equally special). It's more totally random. IF this idea is fact (and I have no way to know that, it's just sheer speculation on my part), then most likely EVERYBODY lives again and again. I have no ideas about the correspondence... I would assume new consciousnesses are coming into being all the time, since the world grows more overpopulated year by year. But then, what if we include animals? They're conscious, right? And... a really weird thought... are insects? Plants? If so, then maybe there's more of a balance, since many species of plants and animals have gone extinct in recent decades (I think?) or at least there's a lot less wilderness to support them. But this is getting weird now, and I really don't think there's any balancing factor... what "feels" right to me is that new awarenesses are created every day -- in fact all of them are absolutely brand new... it's only the sense of subjectivity that makes it "you". I've had some thoughts on how to try to express this slightly better, and I'll try to make sense of them in a minute here...
This is where the stumbling point for me comes in... And where I see you hit your brick wall again when further explaining it. I do know exactly (filtered through my own subjectivity of course ) what you are saying.
I'll try to explain why from a purely materialist POV, this isn't possible IMO. According the the materialist POV, I am simply an input/output device. An extremely complex one, but nothing more than that. When I developed in my Mum's womb, I was the product of an egg and sperm meeting through random chance, determining how my body and mind would turn out. Had a different sperm met that egg, or they waited a month, "I" would not exist and would not be having this conversation with you. As a baby, because of my brain/body make up, certain things felt good, other things felt bad. This created feedback loops which developed a mind. This continues until I am the age I am now where I am a much more complex being than I was back then which gives rise to the illusion of ego. I am actually much more than my ego, as described in ETWOLD (thanks for the reference, awesome book and I ate it up!) but this is stored in my subconscious mind and I have disowned much of it, preferring to believe certain parts of it as "me". However it's still purely I/O, as I am not aware of the underlying subconscious associations which have been programmed into me as I developed it feels like "I" am making the shots. But actually there would be no "free will", due to the exact way my subconscious has been programmed whatever actions I take are inevitable and based on the exact circumstances that my body/brain is faced with.
Of course this is a gross simplification of the system, and so many variables are thrown in that it's possible to see why we feel that we have freewill and a "self", but from this POV, had I not developed in this body, the awareness that is me would not be existant. If I become non existant, due to the I/O nature of "me", I don't think I'm coming back. I'm kind of pointing in the direction I'm meaning when I say this but I don't think I'm completely explaining it, but hopefully you can understand what I'm saying.
I'll try to explain my own views but they are likely to be even more fragmented than when you started your topic. I haven't tried to fully write it out, it's more a concept that has been brewing. I'll do my best though.
Let's go back to the begginning of the Universe. There was the big bang, and the Universe came into existance. Before then, what? That's the key point that leads me to believe that there is "something else". Because out of nothing, came everything. It's the paradox that made existance possible. And however you try to explain it you come up with something "Supernatural". Though obviously it's not. It is how it is, and something that we don't yet understand how it happened, yet it obviously did happen. This, by the way, is also a key point in My Big TOE referenced by Specialis Sapientia and I think it's a good one. The reference for the book if you fancy a read is My Big TOE, and it's worth a read IMO.
So, the question I pose is which comes first, the mind or the brain? I know from the materialist POV, it's a given. The mind arises from the brain until scientifically proven otherwise. My theory however is that this isn't quite true.
This is going to be hard to put into words... When I look around me, I see the outside world. But it's an illusion. What i'm seeing is the data that my brain is processing from what is really "out there" and it is displayed in my "mind". When you LD, that outside input is cut off and your brain interupts what is in your subconscious and displays that in your "mind" instead. This is a literal infinity of "worlds" that can be created based on your subjective experience. Even when I'm awake and view the "objective" world, this is filtered by the mental constructs I have created around certain things, giving me the "that is good", "that is bad" feeling. The brain and mind are a totallity, but which comes first?
My theory is along the lines that the "mind" comes first. The "I" I think myself to be is part of a greater "mind". This is true even from a materialist POV - My "ego" is actually part of a greater "subconscious" that most of us don't even really know. What I propose is that even this "subconscious" is part of an even bigger, universal mind. Yes, I know this sounds like "God". But honestly, I hate that word and it's not quite what I mean. This mind is an awareness of everything in the universe all at once. It doesn't however act on anything directly, such as the typical concept of "God". It just is. And through this mind organising itself cyclically it creates organisims capable of expressing more of this mind at one time thereby being able to have more of an organising effect. So "I" represent one part of this mind and I can influence other parts of this mind (represented by "you") by giving my views. When this happens, a subset of this universal mind is strengthened and things like religions, morals, instincts, etc etc are formed. So when I die, the "me" is absorbed into the universal mind and possibly my awareness expands to this universal mind (as experienced in some NDEs and mystical experiences where you get a sense of every question being answered before it's asked). That awareness is then indiviualised again and subconsciously moulds the new brain.
I think I've vaguely explained what I mean, but not very well... Whatever seems unclear please do question, it will help me evolve my own theory. But to me that's the missing link in your own theory - the awareness isn't lost, but expanded. And this universal mind isn't "done", it's constanly evolving through all kinds of life possible. Yes, it's a very "life" based theory - The universe could well exist with no "life", but there would be no observer and therefore it would not be known to exist - making life a simply beautiful thing. But from what I'm saying, every atom is "aware" via the universal mind, only at the level of human existance we shut ourselves into a little box which says "this" is me, rather than I am merely part of a "whole" awareness...
That's the best I can do at the moment!
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