Not a problem.
Ask as many questions as you can think of.
http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...splay.php?f=19
is an area where you may get more answers as to whether or not your dream was of a past life.
It's just been my experience that my brain incorporates all sorts of weird input into seriously messed up and/or enjoyable dreams 
For instance, a couple of days ago I watched the TV show "Lost"; last night my kids were complaining about racists at their school; I've been reading "The Last Olympian"; my 4 kids have been warring against each other a lot lately; I burned our trash outside last week.
Just take a look at my Dream Journal to see the crazy stuff that resulted.
When I was younger, they would have been even crazier 
For me, when I "interpret" dreams (I use that term loosely), I consider several thing: age of the dreamer; social/family situations; major changes (good and bad); a little history; whether or not you actually ARE female lol.
To interpret your own dream, break down the individual scenes:
"I remember I lived in a farm or something with my dad with brothers and sisters, not really sure how many or anything "
Were they your actual family? If not, do you ever think about having a bigger family. Do you actually live on a Farm? What do you associate with farms if you don't?
"I remember a baby in my dream that I found. I dont know where but it really wasnt mine but I took care of and love it so much. It was a male hispanic baby."
Are you female? How old are you? I was dreaming about having kids before I hit puberty so it could be physiologically symbolic (you wanting a family of your own).
Are you male? If so, males have similar desires, but I would take it to be that the baby was symbolic of yourself (sexist, I know- sorry). You could be feeling lost, alone, in need of nurturing. Maybe you never knew your mom and wish you had. Or perhaps you just yearn for a more strong maternal influence in your life (hard to say).
"The dream was so weird cuz it like fast forward into that life to the end of my life " as the female."
Dreams are sometimes like that. It annoys the dickens out of me lol
OR, it could mean that you feel your life is fast forwarding. Maybe you're having to/had to grow up too quickly.
"The baby who I raised was about 16-18 years old in the end of my dream"
Is that how old you are now? Those are years of "recogning (sp-blah)" It's when the kid becomes the adult and has to make their own way through the world. It's the "cycle of life".
"I remember working with my dad killing the pigs or farm amimals on a boat which so we would have food"
Do any of those things figure in to your life? Have your folks been strapped for money? Is food sometimes hard to come by? Or it could simply be symbolic of "bringing home the bacon".
"and I did something wrong and he got piss off and push me into the thing where we killed to amimals in the boat."
Which is why I asked if you see him as a bully.
"I remember that as I died in that dream, it was like my soul watching the child I rasied and love saw me die"
I'm not sure how I would interpet that because I'm not sure if I understand the sentence. Did you think of the child you raised and loved and/or did the child watch you die?
Actually, I'd be drawing straws either way.
"telling my dad that he wont have any good memeies as he would with him."
With you and your dad being distanced, perhaps this part of the dream (if that's all it was, was just a dream) perhaps part of you misses the memories you could be making with him if the two of you were closer.
Hope this has given you a slightly different perspective 
If the blizzard hits, I might not be on the internet for a week, but I'll look forward to your other posts
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