I'm a 30 year old woman 2 months into a long distance relationship where we met in person but unfortunately live in different states. He visited me last month, this month is my turn. It is my first time going to his state. I leave in 3 days. He is a main staple in this dream the other person I know that is included in this dream is a male friend that is like a brother to me. The dream starts with me laying in bed cuddling with my boyfriend in our hotel room. I needed to use the restroom so I got up and went. When I got out of the bathroom, he wasn't there. I started screaming his name and looking everywhere for him. I felt so scared and hopeless and abandoned. I went outside and was screaming his name and I saw this person who was the same body build as my boyfriend. I asked him if it was him. He told me that he was my friend that's like my brother to me. I told him that my boyfriend was missing. He told me that he was about to catch the bus and we could go look for him. I had no shoes on. I didn't put my shoes on either just started walking with him. As we were walking I sent my boyfriend a text saying "where the f are you" he sent me a very long text message telling me that he was with his ex, never left her he's going to marry her and have children with her, he was using me for sex and to pay off his poetry book that he is working on in real life that I am paying off as his Christmas gift. And called me fat ugly and other things that I have real life insecurities with. Also told me I was stupid for believing that this was real between us. I started telling my friend about it and just balling my eyes out as I really love this man (yes I know that it's a little soon I don't care it's how I feel) my friend told me he was sorry to hear that. My feet were really wet and cold as its winter and he lives in a northern state. They were hurting really bad. My friend passed the bus stop and I asked where we were going. He told me to just trust him. He brought me to a group of guys who proceeded to rape me. Before I met my boyfriend I was in a very abusive relationship that included a lot of sexual abuse. This dream is haunting my thoughts and I think if maybe I can understand it maybe it will help me deal with the thoughts associated with it as I'm feeling very lost and scared for this visit now as before this dream I was extremely excited for it. I have spoken to my boyfriend about it and he has reassured me multiple times that he would never do any of the things that happened in the dream.