Ok, this was the most traumatic dream i have ever had.
BACKGROUND INFO:
Me and my ex have been separated for over a year now. it was August 2012 we split up after a 3 1/2 year relationship. A LOT of stuff happened during this time. Most important (for the purpose of interpretation) was a baby scare back in April 2009. We both decided on an abortion as it wouldn't have been fair to bring a baby in to the world when we weren't ready and couldn't give it the life it deserved. It was the hardest decision of my life so far. Towards the end we split up and got back together many times. About 4 or 5 in total. Since the split up she has been haunting my dreams almost nightly to the point where she is my biggest dream sign to become Lucid. I don't think about her at all during the day.
I am a 22 year old Male and I live a fairly normal life. Any other questions reference background and i will be happy to oblige. 
THE DREAM:
Me, my EX (herein written as B) and the baby are at a theme park. I go on a roller coaster leaving them behind momentarily. Next thing i know i am in a room with B and the baby with some deranged people who want to kill us. the room is very dark with 2 chairs and a cot in it. Me and B are in the chairs and the baby is in the cot. The killers inform us that we all need to die. There is no explanation. Somehow i manage to escape and get out alive. I thought the Baby and B were both dead. I felt lonely and lost in an unknown place. I don't know if i don't remember or if the dream skipped forward but i felt like i had done a lot of travelling and work to get my baby back. I took her home still presuming that B was dead.
At home i was sitting by an open fire with the baby beside me. It felt like years had passed with me and the baby in hiding but the baby had not grown at all. I was too afraid during this time to search for B as i didn't want the killers finding out i was still alive. i had to protect the baby even if that meant never finding B. Sat around the fire i was feeding scraps of paper into it to keep it going. I heard the garden gate and looked up. B was walking down the path towards the window. My heart started racing. I got up and went to the window. She had her face very close to it trying to look through. She couldn't see though as there was a net curtain up. I looked closely, making sure it was her as i truly couldn't believe it. She turned to walk away. I lifted the net curtain and knocked on the window beckoning her back. I went to the door and let her in. I pass the baby to her and and we exchange stories since we were split up. We hug each other and start crying in each others arms. Finally, we are all together again. We tell each other that we will never be a part again and my thoughts keep thinking that i should ask her to marry me there and then. I woke up and actually cried form the emotion felt within the dream. It truly moved me in unexpected ways.
AFTER THE DREAM:
I wrote it down and instantly pulled on my scan picture of the baby from April 2009. I was upset for a long time and awake for about an hour thinking about the dream.
The rest of the night was filled with dreams about B. Not as moving but no others that have been about her ever have.
This really messed with my head and any help would be appreciated. I don't want her in my dreams anymore and i don't know what i can do to stop it.
Regards,
M3opa
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