Hey! Your posts are really helping. The last one was... hard to read, but useful. I miss my dad. I was always his little girl, even until the day he died. (I am a TOTAL daddy's girl.) You are right in everything you said. I relied on him an awful lot. Perhaps too much at times, but he always told me that it was his job to be there for me - his reason, to be there for one of his favourite people, so... I never tried to change it. I'm glad though. I'm glad to have his advice in my memory still.
The last time I spoke to him was on his birthday, about ten days before he died. I sang happy birthday to him. He hasn't been well for a long while, so he couldn't breathe well enough to stay long, but as far as last conversations go, singing can't be too bad...!

I'm lucky not to be alone. My mom is a wonder - absolutely amazing. I have an incredible partner and a best friend I couldn't have made it through things without. I'm trying to be strong, but you are, again, right - I will try to make sure to get their help more often. And, if I have any more dreams, I hope I can post them up on DreamViews for more great advice..?

Thank you so much!