Thread: please help!!

Im in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend. I ahd this dream about her the other night. before falling asleep i had talked to her and had just felt really disconected to her love. This happens periodically and i dont know. she is coming to visit soon and it seems whenever she comes to visit there is a time before she comes when i just detach from her. idk what this is, but i woke up not really liking her and woke up feeling love for her again , its weird idk here is the dream i know its long but interpretation is much aprreciated, and sorry in advance for spelling errors

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It is the end of the world. and zombies have taken over the world. People are floodings through the street being litterally eaten alive. I think i am in some soft of hotel. I can hear people screaming and have heard letters of those who have survived, Aparently in order to escape you have to follow al the sighns written and the walls and avoid seeing any hands poping out of the walls. if you see any hands popening out you are dead.


i have seen hundred of people make there runs to safety, but the majority is eaten alive. they sucked through the walls and carried away from life. the time comes when it is time for me to make my run. The night before i am at church with Hayley. We have a blanket over eachother and are just sitting there talking. I thin about my family..not just my current one but my future one, what will become?

I wake up and am alone. (not in the real world but in the dream) lights are flickering and static everywhere. the building is falling appart. Across the halway i see a horde of zombies chasins a group of people into a dead end. They are not so luckey and there heads are chewed off. ISomthing touches my arm, it is a hand, I run. DOwn the halway to the right. I follow the sighns but it is hard to see them in the flickering lights and darkness. Fear takes over my body and i am no longer there, i am just running. i wonder for a moment how people made those sighns in the first place.

I enter a long hallway and all the lights are one. the sighins are all blank. i hear a pshhhhhhhhhh sound and out pops one hand from the all. i run, zombies run toward me, another hand pops from the wall, another, another, another, until there is nothing but hands on the wall reaching for me and zombies running at me. I stop running. Give in, fall into the wal..



Back to concioussness. I am at my school with mR. Sullivan. There is boxes of pizza and i start thinking about how people get food in the midst of a zombie apoccalyspe, let alone totos pizza. i go into the room and desks are scattered all over, i almost expect him to be teaching class. there are only 6 other surivors in the room. he asks me if i brought king richard II. I say no and he admonishes me. I laugh sarcastically and was like "yea that was not the 1st thing on my mind when was trying to escape from the zombies. then it dawns on me, i didnt escape, i was killed.. then why am i alive still. i raise my hand and ask mr. sullivan. he says all the questions be answered eventually

I leave the school and start thinking about hayley. how will i contact her? is she alive? i have no phone, dont know where I am, don't know how im still alive and am extremly distraight. Luckily i run into some family. My mom is over joyed to see me and so is my dad, though mell is not as excited. than i notice that we are all wearing blank purple shirts. before i can ask why, i turn to my suprise and see hayleys brother jake. it is not the current version but perhaps a younger and more innocent Jake. We begin talking, what about i have no idea, but i remember wanting to talk to him more, and not being able to reach[ that deeper level of conversation. Eventually my family with jake who is know apparently my brother are caught in thee midst of this huge parking lot. thousands of people are there in all different colored shirts.

Than i see hayley walking along in a blue shirt with her family. I scream her name out loud "Hayley HAYLEY HAYLEY: but she does not answer. I look at the ground and see acorns. I begin pelting her with acorns. She touches her hand to her head in pain but still looks very confused. I feel bad for throwing them at the same time find it kind of funny. she is walking with her friend and i keep throwing them and eventually she sees where the coming from and walks towards me. She says hello as if she is talking to a mirror. jake turns to me "she cant hear you, you have to have on a blue shirt. he takes off his shirt, and becomes a hollogram. He starts talking to the girls and mentions me to hayley. She jumps in excitment. And then he tells hayles friend to take offf her shirt, he taps me to do the same, then he instructs me to trade with her. I put on the blue shirt, and she puts on the purple shirt. her and jake go skipping off into the crowd and hayley can now see me.


she jumps into my arms. We both cry and she says she though she had lost me. As we walk away, i realize nothing matters anymore. sure the world is destroyed and the zombies nad have killed most of the population, but now im with her. I laugh and send her funny face bok images through my mind but she gets mad and replies "is this really the appropriate time for that" i send her another picture in return. she laughs. I feel warm again. the fear has melted away.

we both return to my house and no one is ther. it is our house now. i am happy again, i ask her if she wants to spend her life together she says yess. we snuggle and fall asleep
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i wake up again (still dreaming) and am in the bed hayley still asleep and into my living room and carlo and all his nephews are there. his 5 nephers are my age and we chat and then hayley comes into the room, they all stop talking to me and start talking to her. "can we have ur picture" they ask, she smiles for the camera."one more this time turn around" she puts her hands on my kitchen pantry and sticks her ass in the air, they take a picture . i grab the camera from them and see hte pic of her ass, i break the phone in half and tell theme to get the fuck out. i am extremly jealous. \\

I walk across the street minutes later and see carlos decorating his house. with a knife in hand i ask "where are your nephews" he says upstaairs and asks why. i tell him i plan to kill each one of them, cut their throats. to my suprise he laughs. "ooo are eu jealous. matt, they live the same life every day. while you have found your love and each day is filed with excitment and somthing new, these guys sit u stairs and smoke weed. thats alls they do everyday, cut there blunts open with a knife like yours and just sit up stairs andget high. they text guys not girls, girls dont want them" i turn around and am humbled. i see susie decorating and sit next to her and chat . the Tv is advertising hotels like the marriot royal for 9.99 Yes if you are alive come stay here. I laugh


I sort of lose conciousnes and wake up on a really tall tower outside overlooking the city. hayley comes out into the night and looks sad. she hands me a piece of paper and says here is your vest back. i am confused. and ask whats wrong :"i have to tell you something she say sullenly" but before she can explain, and indian kid comes outside and she brightens up and starts taling to him about a higher power moment. I wonder about what she wants to tell me,,,,,,i look out towards teh city, this must be a dream, i think. i wake up, half not wanting to take up because i want to know wha hayley said

Hi The colors of the shirts may have represented the different wavelengths that you are on. The fact that you and Hayley are on two different wavelengths, may help explain why you feel disconnected to her in life. Blue is a more family oriented vibration. Humanitarian, very loyal and devoted. Black tends to absorb every vibration, as if it needs everything in order to function. Purple is a more intuitive vibration. The brother taking off his shirt and becoming a hologram, in life is he the go-between, acting as a messenger between you and Hayley? Cause he was actually existing on both wavelengths - yours and hers. Pelting the poor child with acorns? You were trying to get her attention. Is there a struggle to get her to see things from your perspective in real life? I'm thinking that what all the facebook photos and inappropriate signals are from too. An expensive hotel for sale cheap, that might represent your feelings about the relationship. Something highly treasured, but you fear is losing its value. She handed you a note and your vest back. Vest of protection maybe? Maybe she doesn't need it anymore. If she is smiling, telling others about a higher power movement, her vibration is already up there. She feels comfortable in that. I hope that your visit with her is good, and that you two can talk about some things. She sounds like a sweet soul.

thank you so much for your interpratation it definetly got me thinking about some things. and im not sure about the brother thing, he is like struggeling with addiction were both in recovery and somtimes talk about him. he is pretty distant from us. overall she is a really sweet soul and we are both in love with eachother. idk somtimes its just not there though. Thank you again though

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END OF THE WORLD
You felt it was the end of your world.
What died in your world has risen again to harm you, eating you alive.

You're in a temporary spot, not at home in yourself. You hear yourself screaming, within.
Parts of you have survived, and you hear those.

To escape, you have to read 'the writing on the wall' or read the messages or see the signs. And avoid any popping out of those zombie thoughts that will grab you.
If you see that, you are gone. (Unless you reject that.)

The majority of you runs to safety, but is eaten. Gone.
Sucked through the walls of this situation, away from life.
Or perhaps this is all your thoughts, because next, your time has come to run, to act or affirm. (and you will fail if you run.)

In the darknness before, you re-value Hayley.
You cover yourselves, or your thoughts with her, perhaps in an attempt at warmth and protection, and to not see the negative.
You think of your future and what will become of you.

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ALONE
You wake up to that you are alone.
Your inner light, or seeing, is flickering. Static - not moving or noise.
What you have built in yourself is falling apart.
[This dream, so far, is by the numbers. No difficulty or ambiguity. It is that easy for anyone.] You see the dead part of you going to a dead end, taking your brain away.

A part of you that can handle this or help you touches you. You run. To the right = perhaps the correct.
You follow your sighs of disappontment, hard to see, and maybe you wonder how you have any life left.

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AHEAD
You see now a long way ahead, in darkness, with no sounds of humanity to guide you.
Hence what's dead takes over again to harm you, on mass, and you give in, to the wall you see, becoming that.

BTW, HOW YOU CAN REMEMBER SUCH DETAIL FOR SO LONG AMAZES ME. AND IT NEVER ENDS!

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TEACHER
Next, you remember your learning.
So are nourished, by what you love and is easy. Very tasty, and all taken care off. delivered.
Mr. Sullivan represents the teaching part of you, of which only a small part of you survived. He was mad at you not having higher learning, I think. Or rather you were, in that part of you.
Or maybe you were like king richard II, who is a king by divine right. He is intelligent but weak. He fell.
Anyway, you were overpowered by this dead thing, and you thought all answers will be given in time.
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You leave your learning for now, think about Hayley.
You have no way to connect with her. Is she sill alive to you?
You don't know where you are at, in yourself and regarding her perhaps.
You don't know how you survived that repeating onslaught, and you were extremely distraught.

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FAMILY
Luckily you think of some family or else what is familiar.
That part of you is overjoyed to be re-united with them, that supports and nurtures. Home in you.
But the other part of your loss is not pleased.

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PURPLE
Then you notice you are all plain sickly, in your view, (I have it confirmed by a dreamer the colour purple can mean sicky. It is off) because of your loss and current dilemma no doubt. Your view of your familiy, or anything else, can not be good until this is fixed.

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JAKE
Before you understand why, you see a seconday relation, in your mind, to Haley, newer and more innocent, represented by Jake.
You wanted to connect with this view more, but were unable to reach that deeper level.

Eventually you feel joined with this view of Jake, that's why now he is apparently your brother. But you can't move with this new outlook. Parked.
Despite the promise of an abundance of the full variety or colour of life.

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PEACE
Then I suspect you see Hayley in peace, in your mind.
Because before, you had that glimpse at last of how life should be.
You call for that in yourself but you have no answer to make it, or her, real.
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FROM ALONE TO ACORN
Then, you look at the ground you stand, and see what tremendous growth can come of one seed in your thought.
Yet, you begin throwing this seed at her in violence, instead of letting the natural growth take place, which takes very long.
This pains her or your view of her, in confusion.
You feel bad for throwing what should be growing, at the same time find it kind of funny, because you are forcing her or your relationship to her to grow instantly, haha. If only. You saw the humourous side of it.

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MIRROR
You want to be friends with her.
Then, finally she turns your way, maybe see where you are coming from.
But it's your reflection you see.
The new view of young innocence you got knows that. You have to be at peace with her.

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BLUE SHIRT
Then this new view of you, symbolized by Jake, takes that part off, showing he was your projection, which you are now the real part of.
Then with these new blue cool values, you think of being friends with Hayley, and suddenly she sits up and gets excited. She wants to know you then. In your view.

NOW, this beautiful blue new part of you I am guessing it means peace, or calm. As the sky and sea is these all. Cool too, which is ultimate calm. Not clam, ha, which is easily confused.

Anyway, when you relate to her wanting to be friends in your mind, you trade places with her friend to be friends.
Hayley can now see you. Or you can now see Hayley as a friend.

SO, YOU SEE, ALL THE ZOMBIES RUBBISH IS JUST YOU THINKING YOUR REALATIONSHIP WITH HAYLEY HAD DIED, AND IT CAME BACK TO CONSUME YOU.
THEN, YOU CORRECTED IT.

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RENUNION
She jumps into your arms, or in your mind she is yours again.
It brings you to tears, though you thought you lost her.
So, you think the relationship can work after all.

Then you realize nothing negative before matters anymore, now you are with her.
You even make jokes, in your mind, or make light, though you receive that as innapproriate timing. It's much more serious.
Then you send her another picture in your mind's eye, which she responds to. You feel the warmth of life again. This confirms it. Your fear has gone.

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RETURN HOME
You return home in yourself to your relationship with her, and want it to last forever, which makes you happy again. You rest in that.

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WAKE UP CALL II
You wake up to another idea, while the idea of Hayley is still at rest or peaceful.
In other words, the dreaded opposite once again rears it's ugly head in the mind.
Into your living space, or life, I think you fear your 5 nephews, or what they represent, might take her from you, making you extremely jealous.

This again represents (Now I have for the first time read your real introduction) how you feel your long distance gf is taken away from you. Understandably.

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FEAR AGAIN
Next, you walk to the other side of that scenariao, thinking the father of your threats is decorating the scene.
You want to kill each one of those nephews. But it is pointless. Because you say, to yourself, they are upstairs in your mind, in thought, and you have found your love, and these nephews, real or not, are the parts of you that live the same monotony every day.
Get rid of those loser sides of yourself and then you will get higher.
They are not attractive to girls. More the male side of you.

You are humbled into your right place and perspective then, with correct thought.

Then the female opposite of Carlos I gather? in you is decorating your mind or home within. Who says you have a royal place to stay with your girl, if you are still alive, in humour.

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THE OTHER SIDE
You lose yourself and wake up tall, overlooking the main action area, the centre of life.
In your darkness again, as most of the universe is darkness, the thought of Hayley turns sad.
Perhaps you gave back what you invested in her, that didn't really or fully cover her.
It confused you. You saw what is wrong and questioned it.


Because you know you need this realationship to attain a higher, $pirtitual level, if it is to survive, and not die again.

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HIGHER
Only then it will brighten up.
Or perhaps just your wishes to make a higher power make it better.
Then you look out toward the centre of action, thinking it must be a dream.
Indeed, it's dream to maintain your long distance realationship.

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WAKE UP FOR REAL.
You didn't want to wake up because you wanted to hear what Hayley said sounds like you wanted to hear if she still want the relationship.
Or, you didn't want to wake up from the dream of hope.

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VERY SIMPLY IN CONCLUSION:
You felt your realtionship died, it was restored, then you feared it could not last.
The dream is either about your concern if it can last and be real, but by what you said in the introduction, if you love her or not.