Weird dream: sex with a horse

**achab** · 07-29-2012 02:45 PM

Yesterday night I have had this weird dream but I think I have to say some things about myself.

I have being watching porn (and masturbate) for about 2 years and I found my sexuality disturbed (I started watching shemale, pegging and similar stuff). So I read some articles that says it is one of the damages caused by porn addiction.
So I stopped 3 weeks ago but still I can't stop definitively to masturbate.
I masturbated after 3 days of abstinence and then I have had this dream.

After this short and explanatory introduction I can begin to describe my dream.
I state that when I dream I'm always half conscious that I am dreaming or at least I guess that (maybe I am wrong).

DREAM
There was this horse in front of the little cabin that my family have in the garden to keep bicycle, rakes etc. It was down the red wide raised pavement, precisely on the ground that is composed by grass and the sewer manhole (it is gray, about 50x50 cm).
The horse had a skin with light brown and white stains(it remembers me a cow I think because it had a large stomach).
It also spoke and he/she asked me to fuck him/her. I don't know if it was a male or a shemale because it had both cock and pussy but no tail. It was as long as the cabin, I guess 2 meters, I think a normal horse. Therefore I dropped my pants (that were short and red, I own them in the reality) and I uncovered the glans. Then I put in its pussy but I would not become hard so I excused and after 30 seconds I get out my penis and I sit on the pavement.
(Its pussy and its penis were of the same color of cooked chicken, of a white-beige. The pussy was little and similar to an anus).

I want to add that I have been having problem since the last 2 weeks to getting sleeping except yesterday when I had the a good sleep.

PS. It is a very odd dream but it is not a joke.
PPS. I am sorry for my bad English but I am Italian.

**USA** · 07-29-2012 05:42 PM

Uhm, what I do know about weird dreams, are that they usually have nothing to do with your normal life. Your dream about doing it with a horse, is... very odd, but you can ask a lot of people on this site, and we've all had our share of weird dreams that we wish never happened.

One for example I've had, was I did it with some random old lady, that I have no idea who she was. She was definitley 80+, and I took her into a closet and did her. For a while after that dream, I was still turned on by that, but it wore off, and I wish I had never dreamed that.

I wouldn't worry about your dream though, it's normal to have odd dreams. I don't know if your porn had anything to do with it though.

**Astrosomnia** · 07-29-2012 06:32 PM

Your slightly poor English makes this way more awesome to read for some reason!
Like good old USA says, everyone has weird dreams and weird sexual dreams are some of the oddest. I've had dreams about having sex with my friends and family and aliens and all kinds of crap. You just try your best to forget about it!

Chicken colored horse anus-vag. Lol.

**achab** · 07-29-2012 07:20 PM

Thank you guys, I'll try to forget it!

**Darkmatters** · 07-29-2012 08:36 PM

It sounds like it might reflect some concern over whether you're homosexual (the horse was directly over a "manhole!"). You didn't mention your sexual orientation, but the very fact that you didn't plus the fact that you say you've been into shemale/ pegging videos makes me think you're not, plus it sounds like you're pretty young and might not know yet.

I don't know if it's the same in Italy as in America, but here if a man has any kind of sexual issues or shows the slightest interest in anything that isn't strictly normal heterosexual stuff, everyone automatically assumes he's gay, which is ridiculous and results in a lot of straight guys torturing themselves because they think they might be gay. There's an entire spectrum of sexuality, with hetero at one end and homo at the other, and plenty of space in between. Just liking pegging and shemale videos does not equate with being gay. I'm not entirely sure, but it seems like the fact that you couldn't get it up for the hermaphro-horse in the dream might mean you're straight. I suppose the thing to consider is, when you look at shemale porn, are you imagining them as girls with man parts, or as men? If the dream really does reflect your own concern over your sexual preferences, then I guess that's where you can find the answer.

**Caenis** · 07-30-2012 03:41 AM

Darkmatters: That's an interesting interpretation. I wouldn't have ever thought of it like that, but yeah, that could make sense. When I first read achab's dream (welcome to DV, by the way!) I thought it was a general concern of where his(?) sexuality was heading from excessive porn.

Ultimately, they're your dreams acheb. You're the best judge of what your dreams mean. We just throw out ideas we have from what you tell us.