Hi its been a long time since i was last on this website its good to be back.
ok ill get straight into it.
sometimes when im having a bad dream <---(note) not a nightmare} i cant seem to control the dream like im scared and at the same time not scared. its hard to explain you see for example when i have these types of dreams im in control at the start of it its all (la de da) all happy calm then wierd mind flashes happen all scary/horror looking memories and other weird things that arnt a memory ive ever had start to flash before me i start to see things and when i try to take control of my dream it seems that my control is fading and i cant stop these flashes these DAM annoying images/moving images/videos things i havent seen before start to play in my mind or somtimes random things to that arnt scary like just random things. Things i dont even think about or care about start to flash before me and i feel the control i once had over my dream is fading i even try to change the dream for example ill try and imagine my self somewhere else doing something with maybe someone or some people but when i try to do that it gets worse.
They start to change i start seeing more weird scary/random images they just dont go away and they all have sound its like listening to 100 different tv shows/adds/videos at once and it drives me insane it angers me to the point of strangling these dam images and watching them slowley die but i cant even do that i love all control of the dream.
And then after a few minutes ill blank out just fall asleep and remember nothing after that like after the images have finished flashing it all goes black and i hate that cause i want to remember my dreams and i hate it when this happens. so please anyone give me your advice and guide me to salvation and a better understanding of this.