So last night, I had a moment of SA(sporadic awareness, as described in Puffins DILD Guide). I am using the SA Technique(SAT), as a few of you know. The moment alone was enough to make me lucid. However, my vision narrowed and blurred. I tried rubbing my hands together but it was very dark(also spinning did nothing) and I could turn the light in the bathroom on. I left the bathroom, enter the hallway, and used my mind to have lights. I saw better and tried again, still nothing. I pretty much lost control of the dream. Was this because I was waking up from that dream? Or am I simply that bad? Should this go on my lucid count?

Note that I used the bathroom after this dream, so I could have woken up with a purpose.

I am using SSILD(not on weekdays, but I'm experimenting with doing it before bed to effect dream vividness) and SAT alone.