Smiley0123, sounds like a past life or even a life you may be living right now. (Time isn't linear, blah blah blah, etc.) The father could have been you or a relative.
I've had past life dreams of being kidnapped and murdered. I didn't think anything of them until I read back on the dreams I recorded. They became so vivid that I couldn't ignore them, and I even found out my name was Laurie. I also found out that my kidnapper was still on the other side, bothering me in my dreams. He'd say stuff like, "You don't remember? I hit you over the head!" and "Want to see what it looks like when a head explodes?" And then he'd show me. Then he'd show me again in slow motion.
I would have nightmares of escaping him, drugged and disoriented, grabbing for door knobs. He would casually guide me away from the door. That's when I knew he must have kidnapped me. It was like a light bulb switching on instantly when I woke up.
None of that really bothered me until he barged into my bedroom with his friends during a night terror with a knife and wearing a mask, screaming and laughing, "Killers kill! Killers kill!" while making stabbing motions over my petrified body. I grabbed his mask, felt the trembling of his breath as he laughed at my terror, and woke myself up.
I still thought it was all ridiculous until I contacted a psychic. I didn't mention anything except that I was having nightmares of a man shooting me. She right away said he was a past life kidnapper, and I was honestly surprised she picked up on that. She said his intention was to control me like he did before, even emotionally possessing me.
It took months to tame him. I treat him like my pet now. Every now and then, he tries to seduce me or kidnap me or both. He gets jealous of my boyfriend, and whenever he sees something he doesn't like, he lets me know in a dream. He always says that we can grow old together or that I could stay there with him. For the most part, he's a pouty little bastard who can't get over himself. Bless his heart.
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