Demon/Succubus in my dream

**livinggonzo** · 09-20-2011 03:20 AM

Introduction since this is my first post on here, there will be many more. I almost always have lucid dreams, no trouble at all, and sometimes take control. In most cases though my dreams have become some vivid and detailed that I actually have senses. But some things have occurred during dreams that I assumed I was in total control and can not explain. For instance, I had a dream awhile back that I recall very well. I was in an abandoned/empty school, it was night and a bunch of people were throwing a party inside, like a club with lights and music and dancing. I started dancing with women and eventually got closer to them much like I would in real life, I then asked the girl if she wanted to go have sex, she said yes. I didnt believe it would work because I didnt have control over her, assuming my subconsciousness was in control of her. So when I was done I decided that I could just have sex with whoever I wanted, and I did. after some time I ended up in an empty classroom sitting with a group of people in a circle talking, then this girl walked in, she looked out of place, but very attractive, like my dream girl (ironically). She asked an off topic question about help finding something, I then thought that I would like to have sex with her and got up and told her I would help her. walked over to her and picked her up and brought her to a bathroom, I set her on the counter and started making out with her and caressing her. I looked behind her at the mirror and saw our reflection, i even looked at my eyes, very detailed. I closed my eyes and then I felt locked on to her lips and something was pulling what felt like my soul through her mouth i panicked and opened my eyes and looked back at our reflection, and saw the fear in my eyes as i struggled to get away from her. Then I woke up and felt scared. I was confused. It really felt like something of my own creation or something came into my dream and actually tried to steal my life. I believe that if it had succeeded I wouldnt have woken up. Oddly I fell back to sleep and went right back to where I was and woke up again. stayed up for awhile and then It didnt happen again.

**Raetin** · 09-20-2011 03:29 AM

Well for me, I don't believe in that sort of stuff, especially in dreams since anything, and I mean everything, can happen in a dream, but who knows? That could of been a real succubus, but I doubt it. If you have trouble in a dream, you are in control, it's your dream after all.

**livinggonzo** · 09-20-2011 03:39 AM

Thats the problem though nothing about her seem familiar, her timing her appearance and her attitude just seemed too innocent and uncontrolled, like as if she had her own consciousness. I thought i was controlling her but it seemed to fishy. the way she walked in and asked a question, and the feeling i got from her when i picked her up and started making out with her, she felt too real. and its hard to explain but i literally felt my soul being pulled out of me, like someone knocked the wind out of me in slow motion.

**MindGames** · 09-20-2011 04:59 AM

Just let her steal your soul next time dude, that way you'll see there's nothing to be afraid of. Dreams are only dreams, no matter how real they may feel.

**Raetin** · 09-20-2011 05:49 AM

Even if the succubus was fake, I would tread carefully. I believe in special dream characters like DGs. I kinda believe in other entities going in your dream, though their is no solid proof.

**livinggonzo** · 09-20-2011 06:45 AM

even if it was a part of my subconscious that wanted to replace me for it, changing my identity, changing that little voice in my head. or i like to think on a fantasy level that someone could have got lost in a dream and drifts into other peoples dreams looking for a new body.

**espsika** · 09-20-2011 08:00 AM

If shared dream is a possible phenomena, which WakingNomad has proved. Then any spirit can enter into our minds to manipulate them.
It will be better if you stop abusing this ability. Its an advise. LIVINGGONZO.

**Robo** · 09-20-2011 01:17 PM

This is how I would explain and advise this according to my belief system, so please keep that in mind that this is not a definitive, end-all answer.

It sounds to me like you met another entity on the dream plane, you can tell because its essence was different than normal dream characters, it is unfortunate that it was a malicious one.

Everyone has power, the difficult part for some is finding and controlling it. a lot of these entities are good at making you believe that you are powerless, especially when you have very little experience dealing with them. when I feel afraid, I convert the fear to courage, and courage to power, I can't explain how I do it, I just can.

Had it been me in that situation, I would have harnessed the fear and attempt to grab whatever she was sucking out of me, then I would use that as a handle to suck HER soul out. had that not worked, I would have resorted to harnessing the fear to deal a mighty blow and let her know I'm not someone she wants to mess with. But that's just how I would handle it, do what feels right for you.

I used to have things like this happen fairly often, but I haven't had anything happen to me in quite some time.

hope I helped.

**Kumara** · 09-20-2011 02:52 PM

Originally Posted by MindGames

Just let her steal your soul next time dude, that way you'll see there's nothing to be afraid of. Dreams are only dreams, no matter how real they may feel.

This gets my vote...your story reminds me of the article that's posted somewhere here in the forums on dreaming as shamanic consciousness.
Here, I found the link:
Lucid Dreaming as Shamanic Consciousness

"I was reading for a while, then I noticed that the wall (about 6 feet from the end of my bed) started to sort of wobble. My body was paralyzed, unable to move. My breathing was kind of non-existent, though I desperately needed more air. Suddenly, it opened up into a black void. Like a 9 ft black hole, vaguely the shape of a figure. "O my god," I thought, "I am dreaming. This can't be true." The black-hole oozed into the room. I was beyond terror. I still don't understand how my heart didn't collapse. The blackness started molding itself into a recognizable shape. It became a 9 ft tall Japanese devil or devilish-looking Samurai. Viciously grinning he said, "You are not dreaming. You thought you could ‘integrate me.'" He then, in one sweeping movement, stretched out his enormous black hand, grabbed me, stuffed me into his blood-red mouth, and swallowed me. Then I fell into unconsciousness for a moment, now a vortex pulled me down into an abyss of no dimensions. All of a sudden, I was spat back out into his hand. Somehow, I had crystallized into a red ruby. I WAS a ruby; I felt like a ruby. So there I was, in the big hand of a giant, looking at him, and he looking at me. In that moment-seeing each other-something happened. We looked at each other, became truly aware of each other, and then, there was love. I know what the mystics talk about/can't talk about. There is believing, and then, there is knowing.[xxiii] "

**MindGames** · 09-20-2011 09:53 PM

Originally Posted by espsika

If shared dream is a possible phenomena, which WakingNomad has proved.

Lolwut

**Marm** · 09-20-2011 10:22 PM

Originally Posted by espsika

If shared dream is a possible phenomena, which WakingNomad has proved. Then any spirit can enter into our minds to manipulate them.
It will be better if you stop abusing this ability. Its an advise. LIVINGGONZO.

Sorry, no one on this planet has proven the shared dreaming phenomenon.

Not even these guys, and they have gadgets!

**livinggonzo** · 09-23-2011 03:32 AM

interesting stuff people, but I dont think itll happen again. If so i know what ill do know. but for the sake of ego im not letting anything just take my soul dont give in with out a fight. my answer to wake up didnt work since i fell right back in, only after staying awake for awhile did it fade.

**StaySharp** · 09-23-2011 04:28 PM

Am I the only one wondering about something very specific here?

You said she asked for something specific as she entered the room right? Let me guess she didn't ask for you to make out with her? What was it that she wanted to find?
Wether it was a real entity or just something created by your subconsciousness, but to me it sounds not very polite to take someone to the bathroom to make out even though that person wanted something else that moment, so I guess either your subconsciousness decided to play a trick on you as an answer or this entity wasn't exactly happy about your behaviour.

Not an definite answer but my personal guess.

**livinggonzo** · 09-23-2011 08:02 PM

yes. thats why it was her and not anyone else. or maybe i did create her but i gave her to much power, like she had a mind of her own that i couldnt control

**FelixLucid** · 09-23-2011 09:13 PM

Thanks for sharing. What you believe about yourself in your waking world will have a huge part to play in your lucid experiences in the land of the lucid. Many people choose to convince themselves that these spiritual entities do not exist; it's a defense mechanism albeit a very flawed one. Rather, choose to see and embrace yourself as a powerful Spiritual entity, a child of the Most High God made in His image and likeness. Not only will the power of your belief in His grace and favor protect you like a shield, but you'll exert more control over your dreamscapes due to this newfound belief in your heritage of divinity. Never fear, always love. Talk to you later.

**Original Poster** · 09-23-2011 09:47 PM

Originally Posted by Raetin

Even if the succubus was fake, I would tread carefully. I believe in special dream characters like DGs. I kinda believe in other entities going in your dream, though their is no solid proof.

Even if they were, which is obviously not the case here (the feeling is quite different when they're real), you are still completely indestructible. Only your fear powers them, and fear is borne only out of ignorance that we stand something to lose.