 Originally Posted by saltyseedog
I ask him alot of yes and no questions telepathically. Kind of like playing 20 questions. I can get more complex answers but it all depends on my receptivity at the moment.
I typically ask questions before sleep, and answers come in metaphor while dreaming. I can think actively while sleeping, but this is restricted to certain avenues by whatever creates the dreams. That's true while awake also, though on that side of the cycle I'm limited in a slightly different way. As I experience it, my 'muse' is broader and more universal than a dream guide, in that its also fate, coordinating all kinds of things in my waking reality, not just in dreams.
Arthur is like Author which is like muse, and Authority is like fate, and speaker of truth.
That trivial little play on words right there is an example of one way it communicates.
The sights and sounds come in through the eyes and ears, and truth comes in from the other side, and they dance and find agreement in the middle. (1)
I think a person can make themselves nuts trying to read meaning into everything, as if the metaphors themselves are gods, and we are merely slaves. Experiences have multiple possible interpretations, some of them opposite. But when you perceive a little truth through something, without puffing it up as an intoxicant or hardening it too much into a judgment, that truth is its own witness, supported by its own virtue, denying nothing. Ultimately the oracle doesn't answer 'should I do this' or 'should I do that' questions, or even 'is this true' or 'is that true'. Even if it answers, like a tutor or training wheel, that's still not how you know. You discover and create the understanding yourself, relating it honestly with your experience in your mind and heart, then you know what you should do because its what you want to do.
 Originally Posted by saltyseedog
Anyways, I think we are going through very similar experiences, communicating with guides and feeling energy and trying to make sense of it and its nice to know that we're not crazy, because sometimes I feel like I'm the only one and that I'm going nuts.
I think that for everyone the power and understanding that is gained in life is a blessing, but to the extent that our motives are wrong, it is also a curse. And insanity is one possible outcome for a lot of people. I think one requirement of success is a willingness to honestly touch and deal with the things that are most important for us to deal with. That straightens our motives and tends our lives towards health.
Some of us have to deal with stuff that we don't see most other people dealing with in quite the same form. I don't think that this is necessarily anyone's fault individually, its just the way it is. They are part of us and we are a part of them, but we have different roles to play. When we fell apart, not all the pieces fell to quite the same condition, because we were different pieces. (2)
If we try to find unity with other people by being more like them outwardly, it leads us away from our true inward unity. We are like counterweights. We are like far away stars, lost to our vision when we try to play in the sunlight.
Guru/sage ego trips make me want to puke. People are neither more important nor 'more advanced' than other people. If you know more about 'higher truths' than some other people, as if you're a recent arrival from heaven, is it because you're here leading the way up, or are you the last and most deeply corrupt on the way down? Its a matter of perspective.
The statements I labeled '1' and the '2' seem to be from your guide Arthur, sort of, filtered through me. There's a third feeling too, but I don't know if I understand it well enough to state it at all clearly. Its an image like marrying something that's foreign, but less foreign than what one would fall in with otherwise, following the loss of one's closer consort.
Aside from dreams and everyday experiences I've recently found some food for thought in science fiction stories by Alastair Reynolds and Neal Asher. In the past I've also gotten a lot out of several 'metaphysical' books, though I have mixed feelings about this since even the best of it is plowed through deeply with bullshit. H. W. Percival is exceptionally strong stuff (http://www.thewordfoundation.com/PDF...13th_ver10.pdf). Other favorites include A Course in Miracles (A Course In Miracles-INTRODUCTION TO MIRACLES-Chapter 1,Section 1), Gospel of Thomas (THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS), and Laotse (Lin Yutang's translation, recently back in print for $6.)
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