Very good points you make. We are at different stages of our lifes probably. However I can see the similarities in our recent experience. Things seem to suddenly connect and we form new patterns. Like a break through, you've ascended your previous consciousness.

Now that you mentioned it, I realised that I don't control my sexual energy. It translates into my real life and my dreams, where I leave premature. During my sexual dreams I seem to disconnect during penetration and leave the dream, that's how excited I am. Or... uncontrolled. I don't suffer from premate ejaculation physically in real life, but mentally. I will have to work on this as well rather sooner than later, for my own improvement. To transcend to higher levels of consciousness...

Thanks for sharing.