 Originally Posted by StephL
I do know, why the valiant efforts on this site have been made - having IASP (with me half of the population) myself and experienceing lucid roadblock when I came across Nick Newport - that did some real damage to my LDing, I believe.
Waiting for it - namely - even worse - I knew what I was waiting for.
Instead of learning to DILD.
But guess what - that would be him wanting people to fail after following the videos - why else buy something off him??
I was convinced the "facts" about calling things by the wrong terms (something I do intensely disapprove of - hence this post) presented on here were all fully justified.
But not any more.
Did I misunderstand something or someone somewhere?
This is an honest question - I am well able to take my own eventual bs back and "repent".
If convinced..
I suffer from incidents of sleep paralysis, and have since I was a child. I've actually participated in a study on it. No, they don't have to involve hallucinations. I initially began my efforts toward lucid dreaming because of the bouts of sleep paralysis. I wanted to make them less "scary". I read that some people could use them as a springboard into a lucid dream. This does and doesn't work for me, though - I'll explain why. First, however, I'd like to make a clearer distinction between Sleep Paralysis as an "isolated incident" and the sensation of REM Atonia as you enter a WILD:
What many WILDers are actually trying to achieve is maintaining awareness through REM atonia, until the point that they begin dreaming. My sleep paralysis episodes are extremely different from my attempts to WILD. Anybody who has had bouts of sleep paralysis and has also completed a successful WILD would probably understand what I'm talking about when I say that they are VERY distinct and different. In addition, you don't need to achieve what many LDers colloquially refer to as "sleep paralysis" (they mean REM atonia) in order to successfully WILD. I would say that too many potential LDers get waaaaay too hung up on achieving it, to the point where they don't see the forest for the trees. I don't even notice the muscle paralysis when I'm WILDing, because it's not what I'm waiting for - I'm waiting for the glimmers of the dream to begin appearing, for a dreamlet to latch onto, or for my visualization to become "real". And even if I do notice it, it's not at all the same feeling as an incident of sleep paralysis. I will still get the "wind tunnel" sound, but that tends to pass.
When I have a bout of sleep paralysis, generally, there is an overlay of fear. This is completely detached from logic. I logically know that what I'm experiencing is not real, but I'm still quite afraid. That has subsided over time - these days, I just think, "Oh, not this bull**** again". Generally, I don't often have auditory or visual hallucinations. Usually, I will wake up, and... just not be able to move. When I was younger, before I knew what it was, I would panic. Sometimes I'll wake up and try to move, but my body won't cooperate, and I'll end up flopping into a really weird position and then get afraid that I'm going to suffocate.
Other times, I'm awake/partly awake, but all of the willpower in the world cannot make my body move. That's scary enough, but when you add in the hallucinations, it's hard not to be afraid of something crawling down your wall while it screams at you and you're unable to move. I've learned to relax and either melt back into sleep, or try to sit up out of my body. The out-of-body experiences this causes don't feel the same as a DILD or WILD, though.
So basically, while I have been able to WILD, and I can regularly DILD, I personally have not been able to successfully use an incident of sleep paralysis as a bridge into a lucid dream. Occasionally, if I relax, I can "sit up" out of my body, but generally I will find myself in the void and attempting to move is like moving through molasses. The experience of an actual successful WILD is very, very different from experiencing sleep paralysis.
I'm not really sure what you're trying to say, though. I didn't even know who Nick Newport is. I would, however, be incredibly suspicious of someone who wants money to "teach" me how to dream, when some very solid FREE resources exist (right on these forums!). I would agree that there is a lot of misinformation on SP and how it relates to lucid dreaming, and too many LDers get hung up on the idea of SP, REM atonia, and how they relate to WILD. If you're saying that focusing on SP or REM atonia as a means to an end wastes dreamers' time, I agree with that.
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