Originally Posted by
Thirsty
Hi Yoshi. Looks like my timing to read this whole thread was spot-on, since you just came back! I just wanted to share my first WILD attempt that I had last night (before reading your thread, but after browsing DV last night).
I woke up after a dream about 6 hours into sleep. I wrote down my dream, and decided to attempt WILD. I completely relaxed, and tried to focus my thoughts on numbers counting. I visualized imaginary chalk slowly counting up. I also kept telling myself "you will remain lucid." I didn't let my thoughts stray too much, and I just kept focused. I rolled over once I became uncomfortable (again, hadn't read your technique yet, it just felt natural!) and continued. I started feeling vibrations in my limbs, and it so exciting that I woke up! I rolled over again and tried again, and the feeling came back. I tried to remain calm and focused, and then I started hearing the hallucinations... strange noises. It freaked me out, but I kept calm. Then I heard a loud voice that startled me awake, and after that I ended up just falling asleep.
I have had frequent reoccuring SP episodes for over 12 years, and they are always scary. The whole reason for stumbling over DV was actually me googling how to make SP stop. Now I'm trying to embrace them and let them take me to LD, but it will take some getting used to since they almost always give me an overwhelming sense of fear and dread.
Do you have any advice for remaining calm through the noises? I know you said to casually and passively let them pass, but how do you keep yourself calm? I think my problem may be the stigma that I have given them over the years (long before I knew about LD). Its like I expect it to be scary and therefore it is... if that makes any sense.
Anyway, welcome back!