ok sorry if this is common or whatever, its about 1:25am here

achieving to the WILD phase has been pretty easy lately, but i have been having trouble with swallowing.

during the process of getting to WILD, i swallow, like its no big deal, maybe itch a little, but once i start feeling the extreme numbing bodily weird as hell sensations, i get into that limbo state of half wake- half dreaming.

then i have that really strong urge to swallow and its like unbearable. i swallow anyway hoping it will be my last and not messing it all up, but the feeling of the darkness and limbo starts to fade back into real world. i dont wanna be in the real world, i wanna be in the dream world!

i do a reality check btw once i fail so that i know i didnt enter dream w/out knowing.

can anyone help? maybe i just need to try to put out a few more seconds but there must be an easier way.
thanks