Help me with WILD please. What am I doing wrong?

[SKYZ0R]

Hi guys I've been trying WILD lately at least 5 times a week, but no success yet. I am facing these problems and would appreciate any advice or hint. This is how I typically do it: I basically lie on my back, move my limbs a little until I find a comfortable position and start counting with every breath I take. I do reverse blinking with every 2nd number until I reach 20. Then with every 5th number until I reach 50. After that, I can barely open my eyes anymore. Around 70 I can feel my body relaxing and kind of entering something like a mini-SP. That means that I can still move if I want to, but it just feels more difficult and my limbs aren't as responsive. Around 150 some thoughts start to take form. Sometimes I almost lose myself in them. Around 220 I usually lose my consciousness for a while or drift away in thoughts. When I regain some gleam of consciousness, I start again from 200. Now here are my problems: In early evenings or late afternoons I basically reach HI at some point, but I get stuck in it and can't go past it. The HI lasts so long (1-2 h) that I kind of lose consciousness in the process, but I don't really fall asleep. I kind of get stuck in the HI until I regain some kind of consciousness and give up. Usually I can't fall asleep on my back, and I think this is the reason? If I roll over, I usually fall asleep and fail. In the early mornings after 6 hours of sleep I wake up (WBTB) and am awake for 20-30 minutes. When I go to bed again, I fall asleep in no time and can't really maintain consciousness for 2 minutes. This is the farthest I got: Once I had the feeling that I could see my room through my closed eyes. I didn't feel my physical body at all anymore. The view was very dark and kind of faded. I tried to stand up because I thought this was the dream, but sadly it wasn't (did RC of course). Sometimes, I reach a point when I can only feel the breathing and nothing else at all of my physical body. But the breathing itself takes so much concentration that I can't let go of it. It feels like I basically can breath in manual mode only, and do not remember how to let it happen automatically. Sometimes, I get twitchy eyes and I see some kind of a white light with my closed eyes (after some vibrations that make me feel like I am floating or in a water bed), which gets brighter with every second, but then my heart starts beating really fast (I don't know if this is due to excitement or only a hallucination), and that kind of throws me back. What am I missing? How far do I get? Am I doing something wrong?