My sleep schedule is all screwed up. I slept from 6-9 PM yesterday and then from 1AM-10AM last night. I kept trying to WILD despite not really being tired, and seemed to have achieved some results, although nothing I was trying for. So here's what happened:

I closed my eyes and tried to FILD with a mantra. At first, I felt like I was going to pass out, and then, whenever I "tried" to see something, it would pop into my vision in a blurry fashion, sort of like visualizing in waking life. I guess I eventually entered a dream, but lost all awareness that I was in it, even though I entered it myself and experienced the entire process. It was a video game that I was in, experiencing first person. I had to match these memory sequence things up in order to progress. It was pretty weird.

So, anyway, can anybody tell me what happened here? What happened to my awareness? Was I just not tired enough to actually have a lucid dream?