My first month or so of trying WILD was all failed attempts except for one very close but still not completely lucid attempt. I would always wake up, stay up for about an hour almost, and then try going back to sleep, and the whole time I would focus on what I would see in the back of my eyes. I saw red and blue colored shapes after a couple minutes of sleeping, which changed shapes and form several times and would stop at random, and my attention would immediately be drawn to those shapes I saw in the back of my eyes. A lot of times I would feel a heaviness come upon me and would think ``OHH Im soooo close to SP now, I cant wait till it actually happens`` .... then 10 minutes later `why isn`t anything happening`` and even later ``ok I probably messed up and its been about 2 hours, might as well give up`.
Then one day, I woke up normally, went to a picnic with people from my church and then came back about 6 hours later. I went to sleep and had a little intention of WILDìng, because I was actually tired too, so this time instead of trying to focus on everything I saw behind my eyelids, and focuusing on `heaviness``, I let myself fall asleep normally how I usually do. About an hour later, my mind just woke up out of the blue, and I thought, ``great, it didn`t work, at least I got some sleep though`` however I decided to wait a bit longer and see what would happen. Within 20 seconds of my awakening from that nap without moving, my ears started to pop, and a wave like noise would go through them, this popping got more and more frequent and loud until finally it turned into a really loud ringing and vibrating all throughout my body. I though I was having a seizure and my heart was beating so fast I was scared, but I kept my eyes closed and went with this new scary experience, and 30 seconds later, I woke up in my backyard in a lucid dream!
The point is, to WILD, you must actually let yourself fall asleep passively and your mind needs to wake up right before you actually get into SP, meaning randomly, you will become aware during your nap and if you don`t move, the SP effects might hit you. Read Jeff777`s free fall tutorial, that is similar to what I`m saying right now, you need to let yourself go and only become mentally aware very briefly before the SP, and stay calm and alert. I didn`t do anything different, rather I just let myself fall asleep unlike the failed attempts where I tried to recognize every transitioning sign. If you have any more questions feel free to ask
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