Mehhhhh. I feel like crap today man 
It actually started yesterday but this cold is driving me crazy -.- I just got back from an attempted afternoon WILD-nap. I got to the point of hearing ringing, feeling my heartbeat throughout my body, and feeling vibrations but then lost it all, cause all I could think was - 'Fuck, my throat really hurts.' This happened several times and I have now given up on today's nap, cheers throat! I've also been practicing all day awareness recently... today, it's gone something like this:
What's that I can hear behind me? Oh, it's my throat hurting. The air smells like my throat hurts. How did I get here? Oh yes! My throat is hurting. What's that I just saw from the corner of my eye? It's a sore throat. Whats that I can feel in my throat? Oh... it's pain!
So, my question is: Is there a specific way to stop thinking about something / stop focusing on something in order to focus on LDing, or, an alternative, how do I cure a sore throat! Painkillers aren't working man, I've been taking so many pills I feel like a freakin' addict.
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