Thread: sooo close

I was tired and it was pretty early. Crashed unto my bed, just looking for some rest.

After about an hour, i notice my thoughts are flowing faster. I'm hardly even in control. It goes faster and faster. I feel like i'm spinning and rapid thoughts are turning into images. This is it. I hardly even realized what was going on when somebody knocks on my door!... I got to reply.. Someone asked me something about dinner... tomorrow's dinner.. ...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I handle the conversation acting like nothing's wrong. But inside i wanna lash out and kill someone. As soon as i woke up i completely forgot what i was thinking and what i was seeing. I got forced awake. Not even tired anymore.

bah.. so damn close. excuse my rant!! wrong thread i guess. But this is self-therapy