I had a similar thing. My first LD was like this:
I saw a weird thing, and when I was wondering, I got teleported to a dark room. I looked at my hand and it was missing 2 fingers. I immediately knew I was dreaming, so I got excited.
Really for me, when I become lucid, nothing else matters.
Your brain doesn't hate you! Dreams are made of RL experiences with a little other things (it's more complicated, but you get the idea

), and expectations and schemas drive the dream. So, it's your fault for expecting the worst

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