I feel like I'm at my lowest ebb at the moment. I've contemplated and attempted suicide numerous times over the past couple of months. I've always been plagued by depression and anxiety but at the moment it is currently going through the roof! I couldn't help but notice in one of my more calm moments that I can't recall my dreams as well as I used to and the few times I do they are nowhere near as vivid or exciting as they used to be. Any thoughts?