For about a year, when I was 15-16 years old, I had SP several times a night before falling asleep. I'd start drifting off, and once I got relaxed I would feeling a rushing in my head and realize I was paralyzed. I'd try to move until I could, and then it would happen again, so often I was afraid of staying still for too long and I had difficulty falling asleep. Trying to figure out what I was experiencing online was how I found out about lucid dreaming, so it was good in a way.
It was extremely annoying, but nothing I tried to help it worked. My brain was just malfunctioning in that way and it lasted for a long time. Now, years later, I don't get SP at all besides very occasionally, with no clear reason as to why it went away or what caused it in the first place. Interestingly, I found out afterward, while describing it to my mother, that she suffered from the same thing (except she also hallucinated during it) at around the same age as I did, and it went away after the same amount of time. For this reason I suspect there may be some genetic component.
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