Two watermelons that live together made me sad

Ok so, I was watching this video about two watermelons that lived together and one of them drank a can of beer, when the other told him not too. Well, the guy that was drinking the beer passed out and had a dream about his friend saying he was leaving him.

Sounds like a strange video, but as soon as I heard all that, thoughts flooded my head.

I imagined two people living together, where one was kind of mean and pushy while the other one was nice and stuff. The nice person had a diary that he would write in. This is where bad thoughts came. I imaged that the nice person died, and all that was left was the kind of mean person. I imagined the mean person going on with his life and that he built a big castle out of stuff he found. Then I imagined him just sitting there, crying because his best friend was gone and that he was alone.

Thinking that put a hole in my chest. It's sad yes, but it made me think of myself. I don't really know what to say. I guess I'm just venting. Depression and loneliness I suppose.

So much I want to do. I feel like I'm running out of time but yet, people tell me I'm still young. I don't know what's wrong with me.

This is why people have blogs. Does not belong in Help forum, moved.

If a) you're quite young b) you don't smoke or take drugs c) you are a healthy weight and excersise and d) you are eating healthy, you have a few years to go! Don't worry about it, have some fun!