Hey folks in the 90 Days WILD Project! Miss me? I've been out for too long, I know, but I haven't left the project? For a really long while there I cut out on my attempts for real life stuff, but I was able to get some in during March and one earlier today.
Results? Well, I'll let you read up on how things have been going.
Day 61: 3.19.10 - Day 71: 3.29.10: No attempts, had some things to deal with that didn't allow for good attempts.
Day 72: 3.30.10: Attempt during afternoon. Listened to some music during, found out I slept through a few songs and didn't even notice, meaning I've been doing that during previous attempts as well without noticing. Continued attempt without music, but mind wasn't relaxed enough to sleep, saw no HI. Will make good attempts the rest of the week.
Day 73: 3.31.10 - Day 74: 4.1.10: No chance to WILD.
Day 75: 4.2.10: At long last, SUCCESS! Length: only a few seconds. Vividity: strong. Lucid awareness: great.
Direct from my DJ!
02.04.2010 66: 4.2.10; 8:55PM Part 2: First WILD. (WILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I attempted WILDing when I found free-time in the late afternoon. I did LaBerge's adaptation of progressive relaxation, deeply breathed many times to slow myself down and clear my mind, and had my first feeling of a floating sensation during the onset of SP. I was being pulled up from my body, and got a visual cue (an overlayed darkness enveloping everything behind my eyelids) that I was beginning the transition into the hallucination stage. I started having images appear before me, and kept myself alert throughout by watching them come and go, occasionally checking to see if I could still contact my physical "touch" sense (checking if I was awake or dreaming).
The images progressed into small scenes, one of the first ones of which being the most important: when I saw this particular image, I'd slipped - more like, it drew me into it and it developed into a proper dreamscene, into a lucid dream.
I was in the parking lot near the Little Caesar's pizza shop in my town, facing a car with two people near it. Both were men, one was much older, and one was getting into or out of the brown-coloured car. I couldn't tell if the second was just standing behind him while the door was open or if he was trying to drag the other out of the car, but I ran toward the car as my first lucid act, and became fully aware of my dreamstate. This awareness made me disconnect from the dreamscene as I got an initial excitement of knowing I wasn't awake, yet had been awake not moments before.
I was lying awake in my bed with my eyes closed once more, and knew that even though that was my first lucid, I should continue to attempt to have more WILDs before I moved and logged it in my dream journal. It only lasted a few seconds, but that was indeed and unquestionably my first WILD. I continued my attempts, but my mind was too excited (about my first WILD for the 90 Days WILD Project as well as for a new computer I'd be playing with soon) to bring about more lasting imagery.
I apologize for disappearing like that folks; my enthusiasm for this project and for WILDing in general has not faltered, even if I don't post my logs as often as I should. I'll continue my attempts as the DJ log said, to improve on WILDing so I can have one I can be truly proud of. However, for tonight I bask in the glory of knowing I got lucid with the WILD method!
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