Hello everyone, this is my first post on Dream Views.
A little background:
Since I was a kid I've had dreams where I was vaguely aware I was dreaming, but usually only nightmares, and typically when I'd realize it was only a dream, I'd deliberately wake myself up. I came across the concept of lucid dreaming from the internet several years ago. I was fascinated by the opportunities that having control over my dreams would present, so I attempted to 'teach myself' to lucid dream...with no success. In fact, I even stopped having dreams where I was vaguely aware I was dreaming. A while ago (6+ months) I came across this forum, and it rekindled my interest in lucid dreaming. I tried again but still with no success, and gave up again. The only skill I could seam to develop was limited dream recall, where I could remember maybe one dream per night (typically the most recent dream before waking up).
The Point:
Yesterday, I thought I'd give this forum a once over and I came across this thread. I read the technique and thought 'that's too easy', but, what the hell, I'm a chronic insomniac, and I nearly always have those annoying thoughts that keep me up, so I'll give it a shot. So, after going to bed, falling asleep took maybe and hour or so. Throughout that period, as always, a thousand thoughts were running through my mind. I'm a very auditory person, so much of my thoughts are based around sounds (typically conversations...inner dialogue if you will). Throughout the (approximate) 60 minute period I inserted the phrase "lucid dreaming" into the dialogue 4, maybe 5 times at key places. For example, at one point I was recalling a conversation I had with an old friend and out the blue inserted "lucid dreaming is awesome" (and I forced my friend to agree).
To make a long story short, I had my first fully lucid dream last night. It was initially a DILD, but I woke up 2 or 3 times in the middle of it (probably out of excitement) and was able to WILD right back in (could potentially have been false awakenings, I didn't want to chance doing a RC). For whatever reason, there was no trigger that clued me in that it was in fact a dream, I just went "Holy shit, it's a dream! I'm lucid!" I looked down at my hand and it had 7 fingers, checked the clock on my cell phone and noticed that the numbers were unintelligible. Not knowing what else to do, I thought I'd give flying a chance, and was able to do it for a little bit. It was really tough though. Another side effect was that instead of just remembering 1 dream, I remembered 5 with solid detail, and they don't seem to have faded as quickly from my memory. I'm not sure if it was a fluke or not, so I'll have to give it another try in the next few days to see if I can repeat the results. If so, that's way cool. Thanks a lot!
(Wow, that really sounded like a late night infomercial testimonial...heh.)
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