 Originally Posted by Ctharlhie
You seem to have a paradoxically healthy approach to drug use, it's quite refreshing
I think it's amazing that there's this whole world of experience outside of more destructive drug use that people never tap into because of the public discourse construction of substance use as criminal/lower class/immoral/whathaveyou.
Yeah I've read about the increasing intensity of salvia. A friend said he knows someone who took it and hallucinated that they were a rock for a thousand years.
Hehe, well you have to be smart about it if you want to do it right! I'm not just interested in getting high, I'm looking for the ultimate mind orgasm, and that requires some finesse. And menthol has been a very helpful step in this process! It really is a shame that people view drugs so badly, because things like this just amaze me. It is a wonderful underground world though. 
Wow, a thousand years as a rock.... That sounds awful. X) Peaceful though.... Yeah, salvia is nuts. The time dilation is especially intense on it because it's often mixed with a heavy delirium. Ego death is common, I would say maybe even more so than with DMT. Every time I overdo it I have the exact same trip, too. I'm still not sure how to describe it yet, but I remember a little more of it each time. There's a zipper, like on a jacket, that's zipping down if you look at the image as a whole but zipping up if you stare at the individual zipper, without it ever actually changing direction... and the rest of it has something to do with putting a box of Trix cereal back in the cupboard, but I have to wait my turn.... I also remember seeing rows of tiny clones of my parents holding their hands together and in the air, but if you "flip" your vision like you could if you were looking at a drawing of a tilted cube so you seen the opposite form without the picture changing, it's more like a hexagonal grid of demented faces that I can't really make out....
It's weird stuff. o.O The last time I smoked it I was just chilling in my room at night and the whole thing started spinning in all directions and my mom would burst into the room with the door slamming, yelling at me about something, and then burst into flames and melt into the spinning background right in front of my bed, and then immediately afterward my dad would come in and do exactly the same, and then it would start with my mom again, and it just repeated over and over.... I kept getting closer trying to get a better look because I couldn't figure out if it was real or not. >_> Though right after I came down from that I smoked it again and I saw what I would call my mental self-image superimposed on reality and multiplied in a spinning wheel all around me, and they became gigantic and overcame me while I had a telepathic conversation with some kind of goddess or feminine entity about the merits of smoking salvia. That was pretty nifty.... Unfortunately I can't remember anything that was said lol. (Or thought, if you will.)
 Originally Posted by Ctharlhie
What's the action of GABA antagonists again? Also, tell me more about 'stacks'. 
Well, first of all, if you have any sort of anxiety or paranoia then a GABA antagonist may not be for you, but other than it's probably worth considering. Essentially what it is is.... GABA is the main inhibitory neurotransmitter in the brain. It lowers the levels and blocks the actions of other neurotransmitters and their receptors. That's why GABA agonists and GABA positive allosteric modulators, such as alcohol and valerian root, cause a loss of inhibitions, some memory disruption, sedation, and so on. They're basically shutting down the brain. So, what a GABA antagonist does is stop GABA and GABAergic drugs from working. The reason you would want to avoid it if you have anxiety is because, just like alcohol can calm your nerves, a GABA antagonist can rattle them if you're already predisposed to it. However, most people don't have a problem with this, especially at the therapeutic dose of something like ginkgo biloba. But that is a reason you wouldn't want to take more than the recommended dosage. Though ginkgo is pretty safe in this respect, most GABA antagonists can also cause seizures if you take too much, because they're allowing every part of the brain to operate at full capacity, which is bad. However, in safe doses, all this does is enhance your brain's activity. Movements become more fluid and you get more energy, you're kept a little bit more lucid, and your memory storage actually increases. That's one of the main factors in how ginkgo gets its effect.
That's also why it gets put in stacks a lot, I guess. A stack is basically just what people in the nootropic, mental wellness, and physical fitness drug communities call your set of supplements that you take on some kind of rotation, whether it's every day, twice a day, every other day, or what have you.... For example, my current stack is:
x1 Mega B-Complex Vitamin
x1 1400 mg Fish Oil
x1 20 mg Noopept
x2 1200 mg Lecithin
Pretty basic, I know.... Some peoples' lists stretch on for miles, but I'm just not getting back into it. I used to take a ton of pills every day, and I've still got some piracetam lying around to add on to this stack in another week or two. So, when it comes down to something like a memory stack, you would of course want to use the perfect safe combination of supplements to increase your ability to store and recall memories, thus where the ginkgo could come in. However, for my time dilation stack, that's a whole other thing....
I apologize in advance, but I'm about to spew my views all over you. This is why I think it works the way it does. I don't know if you're too familiar with the different sections of the brain, but one of my favorite parts is the hippocampus. This is a major player in memory - like many things in the brain there are two of them with just slightly varying function, and without just one you'll be fine, but without having either properly functioning you'll never be able to form another memory again. I personally believe that this is because the hippocampi are where "we" are. That is because I believe that our entire perception as we live it, the entire sensory interface of the world we know, is simply the process of our minds recording all our current perceptions into memory. I don't believe in free will. I've read, seen, and experienced enough to believe that we simply justify our actions to ourselves as a way of promoting our concept of individualism which we evolved with over time to help our species grow, but that those justifications are just another result of the chemical reaction that caused whatever it is that we did. And the reason I believe this is because this conscious awareness of our actions is clearly not required for functioning. Both GABAergics like alcohol and alprazolam as well as anticholinergics like diphenhydramine and datura can cause states of complete "blackout" where you simply skip forward in time with no experience whatsoever while your body continues to function on its own. And both of these classes of drugs do it by powerful inhibiting activity of the hippocampus, and they're not the only ones. And that's why I feel that without our hippocampus, without our memories being recorded, we're more like high-functioning zombies.... Or plants, if you want to be a little less gruesome about it. Things that are alive, but not really "living".
Why is all of this important, though? What it comes down to is that I see the hippocampus as sort of a hub, which I think it demonstrably is. For your perceptions to all be recorded into memory through the hippocampus, they must all first feed into it to be compiled. It's interesting to note that the hippocampus and its outer layer, the parahippocampal gyrus, have cells specifically reserved for understanding where you are and how you're oriented in your environment. There are also parts which determine how focused you are, or how into your own mind you are. It also has a dopamine system which is used for recognizing sounds like words and complex images, among many other things. Normally these all just get input from the sensory parts of the brain which pick up external inputs, but that's not really what I'm interested in. What really gets me is the part of the brain involved in creating certain types of memory, and most specifically to me, the amygdala. Again, technically amygdalae, because there are two of them - they're each situated right next to one of the hippocampi. The amygdala is primal, subconscious mind. It's plays a core role in sexual stimulation, fear/aversion/aggression, the effects of drugs, and dreams. It works several times faster than the "conscious" mind and in fact shuts down the prefrontal cortex, where are logical decisions are made, in times of crisis such as during an extreme adrenaline rush to make sure that it can act as quickly as possible. This cutting out of logical processing is also what is generally responsible for making sex-related decisions you later regret, making stupid or dangerous decisions on drugs, and non-lucidity in dreams.
It took me a while to think about all this, but finally it seemed to make sense to me. Stimulating the amygdala also stimulates the hippocampus, which is easy since they're right next to each other. Stimulating the hippocampus is known to cause hallucinations, and the amygdala is what writes different instinctive emotions into memories, such as with reward and aversion, so you know whether or not to go back to something or avoid it next time. This is how both learning and addiction work. And that's when it occurred to me that it's all just a hallucination... those good and bad feelings are just internal inputs to change the way your memories are recorded in a way that helps you survive better. That made me come to the conclusion that well-structured hallucinations, which are known to correlate with intense amygdala activity, are the simply the result of this "memory altering" process being activated so strongly that the widespread disinhibition of the hippocampus begins to dramatically alter the variables by which our entire world perception is written.
The way I see it is this. The hippocampus stores everything that makes up our consciousness - where we are, how we feel, etc. - in this one big map and sends projections to the parahippocampal gyrus, which is involved in memory retrieval, to help us figure out what our next action should be based on whatever it is we're currently experiencing. It may seem odd to think that because clearly we're not constantly thinking back to full memories every time we make choices, but that's not actually how memories work. Whenever you remember a scene, you actually reconstruct it from scratch - every single time. This is why memory can be so fickle. What you're actually doing is sending a set of data, like recalling the way you felt at the time, to your memory retrieval system, which stores all the schema you've ever recorded - "the sky is blue", "cheerleaders are ditzy", "you can't walk through walls", etc., just constructs that your brain uses to remember how the world works - and telling it "This is what I've got, see what you can make of it." It will then do it's best to rebuild the memory based on using those same data inputs again. What's interesting is that this process is not influenced only be the sensory or external inputs to the hippocampus but by the internal ones as well, since it's all just the same thing. Your amygdala is always running to a degree, and I personally feel that this is where imagination comes from. Disinhibited dopamine in the hippocampus begins to find those sounds and images in places where they aren't, and because the amygdala is not running strongly enough to inhibit the prefrontal cortex, these "hallucinations" are within our lucid control and make up our inner monologue and visual imagination, respectively. This raw information gets sent to the parahippocampal gyrus as well, which creates a full sound/image out of it by using schemata and then projects it back to the external input areas of the brain so that it can be added to our sensory recording. I believe that's why the more you try to visualize something, the better you can actually "see" it. However, this level of activity is still clearly very weak and that's why our imaginations, unless you're just awesome at visualization practice, generally don't actually overlap into what we really see.
Where it really becomes interesting is how the amygdala becomes hyperactive during dreams. Since the external input systems are blocked out when you're sleeping, normally you'd just be faced with nothingness, but with the amygdala working so heavily it's pumping all kinds of junk data into the hippocampus, which will then begin to recognize sensory patterns in all kinds of places where they don't exist, and send them to the parahippocampal gyrus for figuring out. When this process is adequately active there becomes enough junk data to program an entire environment into the place cells ,and the signals relaying to the sensory areas of the brain become so strong that they begin to activate those brain areas as significantly as external input would. This, I believe, is how the dream world, and other out-of-body experiences, are formed.
Now this is all fine and good... but what the hell does it all have to do with time dilation? Well, as you're obviously aware, many hallucinogens can cause time dilation. The dopamine system has also been implicated in time dilation, and I believe that the way it works is that the more information your memory is recording all at once, the slower time seems to be passing for you. That would be why an incredibly intense adrenaline rush, which makes it so that you can process things extremely quickly to make life-or-death decisions, slows down your perception of time. And since those adrenaline rushes directly activate the amygdala, it just fuels my thought that the more active the hippocampus us the more data you'll be dealing with and the slower time will be. Now, it's interesting that lucid dreams work at about the same pace as waking life on a regular basis, but I started thinking about this. Hallucinogens, whether you put yourself in sensory deprivation or not, activate more focus-oriented parts of the brain than dreaming and they cause the hippocampus to be above normal activation, which is why the hallucinations can become so bizarre and intense. On the other hand, a dream isn't supposed to be doing anything other than mimicking waking life levels of activation. So wouldn't it make sense that, if it's doing its job right, time would flow at about the same rate for each? However, there is a cool catch to this. Internal inputs from the brain are going to be much easier to make much more complex than external inputs. That is to say, those external inputs are already generated when they're coming into the brain, but the internal inputs are being made by the brain itself, which means the more strongly you force the brain to become active the more intense those inputs will become. This is very easy to see when it comes to augmenting the effects of hallucinogens with other drugs and supplements.
And that ties us back into the start. The way the amygdala works, at the heart of all of this, is that all of these different emotion-based neurotransmitters project there and then block GABA activity, which lowers the inhibitory signals in the brain and allows the hippocampus to become more active. What it basically comes down to is that most things we could take to cause this action downstream - dopamine and norepinephrine precursors and cannabinoids - also have a REM-lowering effect when taken exogenously, which is clearly something we want to avoid. But, blocking GABA has actually been known to increase REM, or at the very least not effect it negatively (unless the dose is too large). In addition, blocking GABA would also effectively increase memory storage more than the other types of supplements, which would aid in recall as well. That's why the ginkgo biloba interests me so much. I actually found people talking about it having a slight time dilation effect when used in a memory stack, and that just makes me think that the same could be true in dreams. And if it increases our minds ability to generate dreams in the first place, there should be an additive effect in that increases the structure of the dream world, forces us to take in more information at once, and increases our ability to do so. The end goal would be increasing the amount of time we perceived ourselves as experiencing in the dream world. And of course, with wanting it to be a part of a stack, I would find other supplements to mix with it that could potentially synergize with it and enhance this activity without hurting the integrity of the dream.
Does that all make sense? I tried to make sure I brought it all back together in the end, but tell me if I missed something!
 Originally Posted by Ctharlhie
I really laughed out loud at all that. It looks like a good basis. It can be tweaked through usage I suppose and as a group we'll settle on the most representative format, but that already looks good as it is. 
Awesome, that sounds good to me! I'm glad you liked it. And I'm glad it gave you a good laugh. 
 Originally Posted by CanisLucidus
 This whole thing is great...
Thanks, I try. I honestly just made that example off the top of my head lol. I was just trying to imagine what a massively toxic dose of menthol might actually be like.
 Originally Posted by Ctharlhie
One more thing: is the elimination half life of menthol short enough to be able to use it on a daily basis without desensitisation?
I wouldn't personally risk it, there does seem to be some sort of tolerance. But there's only one way to know for sure!
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