Dose: 2 York Peppermint Patties
Side Effects: Maybe some insomnia (expected, though) and a mildly upset stomach upon waking
Sleep Duration: ~3.25 hours after dosing
WBTB: Yes
Lucid: No
Vividness: High
Stability: High
Dream Comments: Given the fact that my recall the last few days has been poor from partying, these dreams were actually extremely vivid, so that's cool. The second one also had a lot of really interesting, trippy visual stuff... it was pretty neat. Not to mention the sexual themes returned, as well as the libido feeling at the end and upon waking. :3 I also got hypnagogia reaaaally easily... should've tried a WILD. >w<
DJ Entry - Too Distracted, Broken Structures
Supplement Dose: 2 York Peppermint Patties
#1 - Too Distracted [Non-Lucid]
The main thing I remember about this dream is that my dad accidentally chopped off his fingertip. (Though there was no blood throughout the entire dream.... Definitely didn't notice that until I woke up.) I ran all around the house looking for band-aids for him so we could graft it back on. But strangely, almost all of the lights in the house were off, and I tried four or five switches in a row and they wouldn't work! How odd! ( ) Getting frustrated, I ran back out to the kitchen where the light was already on so we could see what we were doing. During all of this, including before my dad had injured himself, I was also trying to hide bunch of OxyContin that R had left on the living room table, easily at least if not more than a hundred pills. I ended up shoving most of them into a Ziploc bag and stashing it in a drawer in my room before I could be noticed though, but honestly I don't think my dad would have really noticed at the time. Not long after we got to the kitchen, I woke up.
After this dream, until I finally got out of bed, I was getting very vivid hypnagogia very easily, just accompanying all of my random in-bed thoughts. One that I remember clearly is walking down a random street considering that previous dream, half knowing that I was really in bed but not really caring. I never sank into a WILD or anything because of them, though. I also remember something about Dexter's Laboratory... which I only remember right this second while typing it, and have no idea what it was connected to.
#2 - Broken Structures [Non-Lucid]
During this dream there was some kind of party going on at my house, and my house also seemed to be fused with a forest at... incomprehensible angles. That's really the best description I'm going to be able to give it. I remember that I was trying to find someone, but then I got distracted when I noticed that the door to my bathroom was busted and wouldn't close properly, but there were tons of people over and I had a very strong urge to masturbate. >.> I got fed up with it for a little bit and sat in the foresty part of my house, and some trees started turning sideways and then multiplying and drawing strange circle patterns with their copies, it was a very bizarre visual. Soon I decided to give the bathroom another shot, and I realized that I could get the door to stay closed but I just couldn't lock it. I decided it was worth the risk. X) I got in there and stripped naked, then I looked at my reflection in the mirror. First of all my reflection wasn't naked, but again I appeared to have taken on the form of a supermodel, and... well, as I stared into the mirror my vision was fractured into sort of a collage of seeing myself from different angles and apparently different situations, and it all had sort of a shattered-glass look to it. It's hard to put into words exactly, but it was very psychedelic... I've had it happen while tripping before. All of the different supermodel 'me's were writhing around in pleasure and making various sexy faces and positions, and there was sort of an overwhelming feeling of dissociation or being pulled into this. I was able to snap out of it and my libido was shooting up through the roof, so I tried getting ready to masturbate but the bathroom was arranged in a really ridiculous way that made it practically impossible, and the frustration of trying to figure it out made me wake up. :c
Oh menthol, I missed you.
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 Originally Posted by littlezoe
I think i feel that way because the others in this thread didn't get so many lucids since the tests started... and they might think that i'm lying or something... But after all i shouldn't care about that, lol.
As for today... my doubts were still there... no lucid  The details are the same as yesterday, so i didn't bother to fill the template for today.
I only have 3 Negros left now, but i asked my mom to buy another pack today, so hopefully i can continue
I need to get back into that hyped state i was in before... i want more lucids this week :/
I have to agree with RobStar, and I don't think anyone doubts you. We're all just trying to get the most success we can out of this right now, so just worry about yourself for now. We'll get it all figured out in the end. 
So as far as motivation goes.... You seem to be in a situation where you know you'll get lucid as long as you believe you will. How can anything be more motivational than that? 
 Originally Posted by RobStar
Possibly, as I was using the Peppermint tea at the time. This might account for the one or two after late at night/mid morning?
A 'full bladder' did cause one, which made me quite randy! 
However erections and dreams (physiologically) do go hand in hand (a bad pun there, not intentional!) which explains the well known 'morning glory' effect.
I know, that's what I was referring to. If I'm right about menthol, it may actually be increasing the mechanism by which erections correlate to REM sleep, which means that the more it works, the more likely it is you'd wake up with one. I certainly wake up horny every single time I use it.
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