ego death from alcohol?

[Bosco]

Has anyone ever gotten so drunk they had ego death? I am pretty sure i did on new years. I drank maybe a 12 pack, that alone will get my very very drunk but on top of that had countless shots of random stuff...the mix did not work out very well...i heard i fell down some steps and some other crazy shit But on the way home, ( i was not driving, my driver was sober )i just remember everything going black and telling myself i was dead and it was alright....this was the only thing in the last 3 hours of the night i remember anyone else had ego death from alcohol or from anything?

[Pyrofan1]

i just remember everything going black and telling myself i was dead and it was alright i thought ego death was when you lose the confines of your self and just merge with the universe. that sounds more like passing out.

[Bosco]

it is hard to explain ego death...for all i know i didnt have it but the feeling i had was way different than passing out. Maybe i didnt have it but what i did feel had some spiritual expression in it. I felt like in the time i was blacked out i talked to god. I just remember saying that to myself that i had just talked to god

[M-Cat]

But you know it's all in your mind right?

[Taosaur]

But you know it's all in your mind right? Compared to what?

[M-Cat]

I was referring to him talking to God.

[Alban]

I felt like in the time i was blacked out i talked to god. lol First time I've heard of someone talk to God through the medium of being wasted. Seriously, I wouldn't know either way. I can never get to that point because my stomach rejects the vile poison I'm forcing it to drink way before I black-out.