You may disagree with my outlook on humanity, but that is your ego talking. Until you accept the fact that we deserve hell, you'll never understand the purpose of Christ. On the surface, many people might think I'm a "good" person, but only I know how self-centered and prideful I can be. Let me ask you this again. Do you really think you deserve perfect love? Are you "good" enough for God's love? If you think you are, you are certainly mistaken. Nobody is good enough for God. He is perfect. Humans are so imperfect, whether it be the rapist or a peace corps volunteer. Surely, if you can name a single person who deserves God's perfect love, I'll revoke my statement that humans are scum. We are desperate for a savior.
"When you've been told what to think for long enough you become incapable of actually logically analysing what you believe yourself and coming to a conclusion through that."
This I have to address. Your assumption here is that I've never questioned my beliefs regarding God. This is untrue. I went through a two-year period where atheism sounded very convincing and at one point had considered myself an agnostic. The truth is, I realized I didn't need any more philosophical or ontological proof that there was a God. I found my existence as a conscious being to be more than adequate proof that a higher power created me. I did not say, the universe exists, therefore God exists. Rather, I exist, therefore God exists. The chances of me existing are one in infinity. As an atheist (if that's what you are), you would have to agree with this. Everything that happens in the present is a result of a past causal chain (e.g. you exist because your parents conceived you, they exist because their parents conceived them, etc.) If the universal is eternal (i.e. no God), then the causal chain in the past is infinite, since there is no 'beginning' with God as the foundation. Thus, an infinite amount of events had to go perfectly right in order to yield you as an existing person. So the chances of being born are one in infinity. Only infinite power could bypass such absurdly small odds. I exist, therefore God exists.
And what do you make of the unifying 'self' lodged in this body? I will repeat what I have already said. The brain is simply a sporadic series of cause-and-effect. Where is the unifying self in all of that? It is the spirit, timeless and unconditioned. Read again the excerpt from A New Earth that I posted and ask yourself if it makes sense to you. If it's at least plausible, then there's a possibility that you will never die. I'd actually recommend picking up a copy of Tolle's book. It'll change your life.