Originally posted by Ptahsokar
Nirvana jogging, hopping over rocks and streams with youthful vigor with the message of his Teacher, JJ Dewey in his light pack. Drawing strength from the devotion to his Mentor, JJ, he runs off into the World as no Keyster has done before, not in strength, but in faith.
I accept JJs teachings, and do draw strength from the group. But not in that fairy style way. keep in mind I am more interested currently studying DKs writings. I keep nothing in my 'light pack', but my own discernment and will. I run off into the world of men (and women) with faith and strength if I may humbly say so. But I do this not to support it, but to destroy it. As I do not belong to it, neither am I part of it.

The term \"Renegade\" woody still worries me. As the essence of the term implies the following:

a disloyal person who betrays or deserts his cause or religion or political party or friend, someone who rebels and becomes an outlaw
In the thesaurus is the terms: rebel, traitor, defector, turncoat, mutineer, outlaw, deserter, dissident, betrayer, apostate, recreant, quisling, runaway, tergiversator.

Originally posted by PtahSokar
And Ptah-Sokar the practicer of Magick. The large lizard marching across the dark desert of the Kurrekshetra, walking the planes, with bitter winds of Satanic fury at his back doing always his conception of the Will-of-God.
Disicple, forgive me if I am just a little concerned about the description of yourself here. A large lizard practicer of Magick. You can't help but relate this to the adversay. "bitter winds of satanic fury at his back" is not a term I would use for the use of my will.

Are you feeling okay? Please explain....