The main question here is if you belive in god, in this by meaning or by existence?. Well I make my belives with what I expirience and read and learn, now I can't say I do belive, but I can't say that I don't belive, god is left to interpretation for me and could be or mean many things. So I would leave it for interpretation and time will let me know if I have to, not meanig by this that I'm a person of faith