Thread: I recieved my death notice

Hello there,

I have four experiences that tell me that I will live long and that I will get very old, I will start with the first experience:

1 - in the summer of 1997 I had a dream which was very weird but very clear, it seemed that I was awake in that dream, but I couldn´t change anything in that dream, ok, here it is: I was lying in my bed and suddenly the end of my bedcover moved up and down in a very trance like way, a very strange sight, then I floated up from my bed and floated towards the stairway which leads down to the living room, as I was floating on the stairway I felt very uncomfortable because there was this strong aggressive energy and I felt like there had been a fight on the stairway in the past in that house, maybe with a leathal ending, a woman was involved in this, I floated back to my bedroom and was floating towards the wall and made singular hand movements on the wall with my hands and suddenly I saw the face of a very old man appearing on the wall, it was a very friendly face.

* it could be that I saw myself at a very old age on that wall

2 - In the same house in the same time period, so summer 1997, I sometimes used magick mushrooms, and I remember that it was kicking in and that I walked down the stairs from my bedroom towards the living room and at the end of the hall there was a big mirror which I bought somewhat earlier and as I was walking towards that mirror I got curious and I wanted to see my reflection in the mirror, and then I saw myself, my face, but in my face I saw the image of a very old wise man, he looked at me in the most loving way, but I was cursing at him one way or another, I said in my mind: ¨Vuile kanker flikker¨ which is Dutch for: ¨You cancerous fagot¨ I was shocked by my own words, I didn´t want to say that (in my mind) and I walked further, away from the mirror

* Again an old man, could that be me at an old age?

3 - I remember that in the summer of 1999 I was in India and took the bus from Rishikesh to Devprayag. The two head rivers that merge to form the river Ganga are Alaknanda and Bhagirathi. Alaknanda originates from the glacier of Satopanth and Bhagirathi originates from the glacier of Gangotri. The confluence of these two rivers is at Devprayag in Uttarakhand. I remember that I was walking back from that town to the road and that I was climbing the hills not too far from the bus station, I don´t know why I just didn´t took a bus back to Rishikesh, but ok, so I climbed a hill, it was at just becoming evening and the sun was setting and I climbed a hill and lied down on that hill, I lied my head down on a stone, and suddenly I got this feeling that I had no family anymore, I had no friends anymore, I had no more possessions, I was totally free, it was a wonderful feeling and it lasted about 30 seconds, but I felt very happy, you just won´t believe how happy I was, no attachments anymore, nothing!

Luckily after this experience I stopped a truck driver and he had to go to the direction I wanted to go, he would pass Rishikesh, so I could travel with this truck back to Rishikesh, and it costed me only 50 rupees, but I will never forget this experience.

* Where was this feeling coming from? Could it be that I will renounce my possessions, my friends and my family in the future? Will I get old in this way?

4 - On December 27th 2013 I was chanting Hare Krishna at night in my bedroom in the house I am currently living, it was at night, 03.30 am, and suddenly I heard this in my head:

¨Wanneer ga je?¨

which is Dutch for:

¨When do you go?¨

and then I heard:

¨63¨

and then I heard something else but I forgot that.

* Anyway, two things could be meant here, so when I heard this: ¨when do you go?¨ I think what was meant by this was my age of death, so when I will turn 63 I will die, I was born on June 15th 1968 at 02.20 am and am now 56 years of age, that would mean that, when I will die at 63, that will be after June 15th 2031, so I will have only 6 years to live!!!!

But on the other hand........this is not supported by the visions of the old man that I saw, so maybe it is possible that I will die in.......2063! Maybe that is the reason why I heard 63! A reference to the year 2063! If that is the case then I will become 94 or 95 years old !!

That´s pretty cool stuff, isn´t it?