Thread: My Journey of Transcendence and how it has changed me

I've been on a journey of enlightenment and ascendancy that has completely changed me in body and in mind. I've started this thread to post MY thoughts, enlightenment's, and theory of "stuff". I welcome others opinions but please if all you have to post is some religious or scientific trolling, please expect no reply to your post nor will i even acknowledge it.

I'm gonna post some of my quotes and poems, some of my art and most often just what's on my mind. It will encompass things such as dreaming, Lucid-Dreaming, some of my philosophy regarding life and other matters, some techniques i've found helpful with dream control, some of my art that has been inspired by my change of mindset and other weird things about me. If there's anything you want to discuss with me regarding anything i post but don't want others trolling you about it feel free to PM me, i'm online 75% of the day and will be more than happy to talk to you about any of it, in thread or in PM.

With that stated, here is my first entry:
MementoMori's outlook on life so far...
In my journey i continue to become more and more disconnected with my physical body. With each passing day I continue to see this body as almost a glove that my mind uses to interact with this reality. I can almost "feel" what is filling the glove. When i look at anything, I do see it's anchoring nature of hardness and being a object, but I'm starting to really see every thing as a part of me and me as a part of it. I find that with each passing day i can almost see the energy that makes up all things. When i think of something such as... a ball, sure i see the ball and see how it interacts with other objects, but more than not it breaks down in my mind to being a gathered mass of particles that form this object this way.

So i can no longer look at the ball as just the ball but more of a swell of energy that i interact with threw my swell of energy. When i look out over a sunset over a field with clouds and trees and what not, yes i see it for it's enormity and it's rarity and beauty, but now i'm starting to look from different eyes that, even from my point of view sees that large field as a speck on another speck on yet another speck on yet even another speck. What i mean is that i can see the diminutiveness of our world, and even our galaxy. When i look up into the starry night, i don't get that sense of eternity, but more of a feeling of compression and openness. I honestly feel like a cell on the skin of the earth. So i guess what i'm saying is i'm becoming more aware of my role and connection to all things in this existence-

-MementoMori